tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-108742242024-03-14T09:22:56.549+03:00I am BakekangGod put the moon and the stars up in the sky for the simple reason that dreamers need something to believe even in the darkest of nights.
Dreaming happily with Popoy, Kulas, Kulai and Kakai.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger177125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-72430323716759916462021-08-11T08:46:00.004+03:002021-08-11T09:10:08.688+03:00Winning the Pandemic from Within<p> </p><p class="MsoNormal">I have been attending for the past two weeks an early morning
session from a group in the Philippines. I am proud to say that I never missed a single session! Yay! This is
not me. I know for sure that God called me once again to explore. Isa akong
Dora na pagala gala na sumusunod sa utos ni Papa. Haha!<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">There is a weekly session that I am not able to attend due
to the busyness of my schedule. Yes, kunyari, busy ang lola niyo. Last Saturday,
since they moved it to a morning session, I was able to attend the Liturgical
Bible Study (LBS). In there, we break and digest the word of God.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">I knew He has been meaning to send this message to me. Ako
lang talaga yun makulit na ayaw makinig. We started with the gospel. The line
that strikes me is <b>“STOP MURMURING AMONG YOURSELVES.”</b> </p><p class="MsoNormal"> Not known to all, I have
been bearing this message from someone <i>“Di naman educator si Ms.Nina”</i>. For the
past years, I was carrying that phrase. Though, I know I was called to this mission
and I knew that this is where I am called to beyoutofull as He spoke to me in
one of my prayer time. Still, it has been affecting me for the longest period. </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-4DBApiVBCOM/YRNhyOG1s5I/AAAAAAAABFY/MRi0aasnSZAeiR7Iy2d8u0-w9zvqC4UlQCNcBGAsYHQ/s2048/867080EA-4D38-4660-9EEB-3330D30112A2.png" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1448" height="320" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-4DBApiVBCOM/YRNhyOG1s5I/AAAAAAAABFY/MRi0aasnSZAeiR7Iy2d8u0-w9zvqC4UlQCNcBGAsYHQ/w225-h320/867080EA-4D38-4660-9EEB-3330D30112A2.png" width="225" /></a></div><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">That same person actually advised me to be careful of the
voice that I am listening to. Which I took to the heart. </p><p class="MsoNormal">I have been praying to
God na sana makabalik na ako sa routine ko kasi kating kati na akong
magtrabaho. As if di ako nagwork ano? I know God has put a big dream in my
heart but I do not know why I am being held up with what. Confused ang lola mows.</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">Sabi ni Lord, tumigil ka na Nina. </p><p class="MsoNormal">Why would you question
yourself with the voice that tells you that you are not where you are or not capable of the position I asked you to take? Have I
not told you that you are the chosen one (Di ako nagpromote ng Movie na ito
ha). Hehe. Sabi ni Lord. Stop na. Anuveh!</p>
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connected to the gospel. <b>GET UP AND EAT, ELSE THE JOURNEY WILL BE TOO LONG FOR
YOU. </b><p></p><p class="MsoNormal">Ayun, sapol na naman po tayo ni Lord ano po? I have a lot of projects on hand. Bountiful, I am not complaining as I like it, pero meron talagang holding moment to move on. </p><p class="MsoNormal">I was nursing too much on words that was uttered by
someone who did not even call me to that mission. I have been listening to the
voices that are meant to distract me from fulfilling my purpose. Though I chose not to react and take the higher road, deep within I was carrying something heavy.</p><p class="MsoNormal">God is good all
the time! I have been telling this to Coach Edwin, <b>I AM LUCKY!</b> Sino ba naman di
maswerte di ba? Ask and You shall Receive. Ayan, binigay niya sa akin itong
group from Pinas. (By the way, I miss you PILIPINS!!! Super!!!)<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">I know the journey is still long. I asked God to sustain me until
I am 80! Wala pa nga akong kalahati, bibigay na ba agad ako???? Mahaba pa ang
paglalakbay sabi niya kaya eat muna tayo!</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">Pero sabi ni Lord, teka, bago ka muling maglakbay. Mag-unload
ka muna. Travel Light. I shared sa aking HFSE Dream Team that LIGHT means
magaan at maliwanag. We need to have both. We may be going through this
pandemic and personal pandemic within, but we need to see to it that we travel
light. Kaya ayan, fully surrendered na din kay Lord yun mga emotions that are
not from Him. I have been telling myself that I am serving a happy God. That
God lives within me, so I need to be happy within. Jesus has been my SONshine anyway.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-1p2fgMCDT9k/YRNi5AtcScI/AAAAAAAABF4/u1hen9tb7O8B2H-BYgN7Wec1tbNtG0mbwCNcBGAsYHQ/s1578/C315095C-CCEF-4767-A04B-3A8F1AF2CF85.png" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1528" data-original-width="1578" height="194" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-1p2fgMCDT9k/YRNi5AtcScI/AAAAAAAABF4/u1hen9tb7O8B2H-BYgN7Wec1tbNtG0mbwCNcBGAsYHQ/w200-h194/C315095C-CCEF-4767-A04B-3A8F1AF2CF85.png" width="200" /></a></div><br />From Bitter to Better. Kababasa ko lang sa isang fb post. Ayan, we are constantly being
reminded to look for the good in everything. Actually, look for the better and if
possible look for the best in everything that is happening. <o:p></o:p><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">And the responsorial Psalm has been the highlight of all His messsages. Ang sarap
talaga na bumalik sa salita ng Diyos, himayin at nguyain mong mabuti ang mga salita niya. Di lang
busog ang isip ko. Busog na din ang puso ko. <br /></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">I am back to blogging, Finally! Hopefully, I am able to do
it on a regular basis. Blogging has been my thought sanctuary. This space has
been the resting place on my ever busy mind. (Bakekang Thinks – di kasi maganda
yun past tense. Haha!)</p>
<p class="MsoNormal">It has been the greatest two weeks since pandemic that I ever
had! Yes, walang halong biro! My hubby Popoy can attest to that! Hahaha!</p><p class="MsoNormal"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: right;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-i3dXqJC-HI4/YRNjUPdI-8I/AAAAAAAABGA/XPtJ_aIkypkCAAbJa0Q4OINdZAy-pXS1wCNcBGAsYHQ/s1538/3125279F-1099-4DD1-A420-1C983AB43DC3.png" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1246" data-original-width="1538" height="162" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-i3dXqJC-HI4/YRNjUPdI-8I/AAAAAAAABGA/XPtJ_aIkypkCAAbJa0Q4OINdZAy-pXS1wCNcBGAsYHQ/w200-h162/3125279F-1099-4DD1-A420-1C983AB43DC3.png" width="200" /></a></div>At the end of it all, I am once again reminded that we are warriors of life, we may be coming wounded but we should never be forever be wounded. Otherwise, whenever people touch our wound, it will hurt.<p></p><p class="MsoNormal">Today, God spoke
to me which I was not able to share to the team that is why I am sharing this
to the world! For us to have a breakthrough, we need to be broken for Him
to break inside us and be able to win the battle from within.</p><p class="MsoNormal"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-PvDKe3dZUic/YRNjfJMamcI/AAAAAAAABGE/gHLnrLYYXycYB2aNy47ruW6sqGDduPMaQCNcBGAsYHQ/s1080/IMG_6991.JPG" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1080" data-original-width="1080" height="200" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-PvDKe3dZUic/YRNjfJMamcI/AAAAAAAABGE/gHLnrLYYXycYB2aNy47ruW6sqGDduPMaQCNcBGAsYHQ/w200-h200/IMG_6991.JPG" width="200" /></a></div><p class="MsoNormal">We need to heal within. Be truly happy within. Win Within. </p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">"The battle is won before it is fought." - Lao Tzu</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Yes, panalo na naman si Bakekang! Ayos! Join ka na din sa
aming masaya at magandang umaga!<o:p></o:p></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Nagmamahal,</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">Ninalyn<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">P.S.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">Ito ang Link ng Page: <a href="https://www.facebook.com/ru5ac" target="_blank">RISE UP, THE 5AM CLUB</a></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /><o:p></o:p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-jnVCuDs0Jhs/YRNjocr-duI/AAAAAAAABGI/IzJbR_Fu-X0haNXJcXUP2i-7XXZNcOXVwCNcBGAsYHQ/s960/235634237_528071195094952_3765230348592524739_n.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="680" data-original-width="960" height="284" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-jnVCuDs0Jhs/YRNjocr-duI/AAAAAAAABGI/IzJbR_Fu-X0haNXJcXUP2i-7XXZNcOXVwCNcBGAsYHQ/w400-h284/235634237_528071195094952_3765230348592524739_n.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">Ito naman ang <a href="https://www.facebook.com/ninalyncacananta" target="_blank">FB Page ko</a>, PM mo lang ako for more
information.<o:p></o:p></p><p class="MsoNormal">Salamat sa pagtambay sa aking blog! More sharings to come!</p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-35962871737159968652020-07-02T09:52:00.000+03:002020-07-02T09:52:16.150+03:00Bakekang is Back in 2020!!!<span style="background-color: black; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><font color="#ffffff">Ako si Bakekang</font></span><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-dnCtBtrwgjQ/Xv2CiXY9GsI/AAAAAAAABAw/oqoBAgRGhGYjVlk7YKjJH41RXOrxnVBtACK4BGAsYHg/s960/Ninalyn%2BFaceapp.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="background-color: black; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center; white-space: pre-wrap;"><font color="#ffffff"><br /></font></a><div style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center; white-space: pre-wrap;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-dnCtBtrwgjQ/Xv2CiXY9GsI/AAAAAAAABAw/oqoBAgRGhGYjVlk7YKjJH41RXOrxnVBtACK4BGAsYHg/s960/Ninalyn%2BFaceapp.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="background-color: black; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><font color="#ffffff"><img border="0" data-original-height="960" data-original-width="960" height="320" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-dnCtBtrwgjQ/Xv2CiXY9GsI/AAAAAAAABAw/oqoBAgRGhGYjVlk7YKjJH41RXOrxnVBtACK4BGAsYHg/s320/Ninalyn%2BFaceapp.jpg" /></font></a></div></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: black;"><font color="#ffffff"><br /></font></span></div><span style="background-color: black;"><font color="#ffffff"><span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; white-space: pre-wrap;">
</span><span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Isang nilalang na ipinanganak ng may angking kagandahan. Di ko namalayan na mayroon pala ako nun. Akala ko nun una, sila lang ang may itsura. At ako, alamak! Hitsuraaaa Basura!
Lumaki akong may pagimbot sa mga taong hinusgahan ang aking pagkatao. Kaya bata pa lang ako, pinili kong manatiling totoo sa mga bansag ng mga nilalang na isa akong sumpa.
Mataray yan.
Suplada yan.
Mataas yan.
Mayabang yan.
Sumpang magbibigay ng pagbabago. Kung mabuti o masama, di ko alam yun. Masaya naman ang buhay ng aking kabataan. Hindi kami ganoon kahirap pero di naman kami ganon kayaman. Ika nga nila, sapat lang.
Kaya nanatili akong okay na yun sapat lang. Ito lang ang kaya ko. Ito lang binigay sa akin. Hanggang sa mapadpad ako sa isang lugar na iminulat ako ng katotohanan. Di lang pala ako isang nilalang na may kagandahan. Napakaganda ko pala. Hahaha!
Sa totoo lang, dun sa lihim na hardin ako nauupo at nagtanong kung bakit sa huling dalawang taon ng aking sekondarya e..lumipat pa ako ng paaralan. Lalo ko tuloy naramdaman ang pangungutya at kababaan ng sarili.
Pero si Lord talaga, laging joker sa buhay ko. Binigyan ako ng confidence na wala sa iba. Bwahahaha! Lagi kong sinasabi nun sa aking matalik na kaibigan na si Dianne, I have my beautiful, sexy and curved body. (May katotohanan naman. Harhar!) Pero sa amin lang yun. Lihim na sikreto kong mantra para maitaas ang lumulubog na kumpiyansa sa sarili.
Pinilit kong magaral ng mabuti. Masasabi kong di naman ako honour e..may naitatago akong kayabangan este kagalingan. Pinilit kong gawin yun mga bagay na masaya ako ng palihim. Hehe. Magaral, Kumain at Magaral ulit. Nanatili ako sa sulok ng eskwelahan na may isang pangarap. Ang mapatunayan na ako naman ay may maiaambag din sa mundong ibabaw.
Maraming tao sa akin nun ang naiinis. Pero ang katarayan ang aking sandata sa mga sugat na dala ko na laging nadadanggi kaya hindi naghihilom.
Hanggang, isang araw nagpakita siya sa akin. Napakaliwanag. Sa huling araw ng aming high school retreat.
Napaiyak na lang ako sa boses na aking narinig. Ang katahimikan ay nakakabingi ngunit ang alingawngaw mula sa pusong dakila ang siyang nangibabaw.
Simula noon, di naman ako nagbago. Hehe. Akala mo no? Pero sa ilalim ng puso ko, may lugar na alam kong pede kong balikan sa panahon na kailangan kong hugutan.
Pero bakit nga kasi Bakekang. Aba! Basahin mo sa susunod kong liham!
Nagmamahal,
Ninalyn</span></font></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-4856312035675246162016-09-09T11:28:00.000+03:002016-09-12T14:36:07.846+03:00Brilyanteng Puti<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">
Napagalamanan kong Isa pala akong sanggre. Si Bakekang, na may
hawak ng brilyanteng puti. Simbolo ng pusong busilak ang kalooban. Di lang alam
bakit ako ipinatapon ng aking ina at ama sa mundo ng mga tao. Ano kaya ang
aking nagawang kasalanan?</div>
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Ngayon, ay kung mamarapatin niyo, ninanais ng aking pusong
muling makabalik sa aking pinagmulan, ang Engkantandia.</div>
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Ano na kaya ang kanyang istura. Akong nangangarap ng gising.
Wari ko ay parating na ako sa aking dating tirahan. </div>
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Ngunit bakit ganoon? Parang lumalayo ang lagusan? Muling
nagsasara? </div>
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Siguro nga ay meron pa akong kailangang gawin dito sa
kanilang mundo.</div>
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Wag kang mag-alala aking kaibigan, nakikita kong ikaw din ay
isang sanggre. Iyo lamang isipin at pangalagaan ang iyong brilyanteng puti. Wag
kang papayag na makuha ng isang Pirena ang iyong brilyante at mahaluan ito ng
pulang simbolo ng paghihigante. Dahil mawawala ang kinang ng iyong brilyante.
Hayaan mo sanang manatili ang puti na simbolo ng tunay mong kalooban. Wagas at
walang bahid ng ano pa mang kasamaan.</div>
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At kung sakaling, nawawala ang kinang ng iyong brilyante.
Ikaw ay tumakbo sa mahal na Emre. Madali lang siyang lapitan, siya ay nabubuhay
sa katauhan ng ibang sanggre may hawak ng brilyanteng iyong tangan. </div>
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Ang brilyanteng iyong tangan ay kikinang ng higit pa sa
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Kaya iyong alagaan, mahalaga ka at napakalaking bahagi ng
malaking brilyanteng puti na siyang magiging pinakamalakas sa buong engkantadia.
Pakinangin mo ito sa pagkalat ng pagmamahal at kapayapaan.</div>
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Hanggang sa muli, tayo ay muling magkikita, mahal na
Sanggre.</div>
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Nagmamahal,</div>
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Sanggre Bakekang</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-89967314082546170962013-09-30T01:31:00.001+03:002013-09-30T01:53:16.531+03:00Dream Last Night 29.Sept.2013Setting: A place in Singapore kampong area. <div><br></div><div>I am taking care of Yana and Gab. I have to go to the office at around 2pm. </div><div>Nanay helped me to have Yana take a bath. A small improvised pool was there. Gab dip into the small pool and took a bath by himself.</div><div><br></div><div> We are in the bus going around. The two boys who we know and was our friend (but I do not know in real life) said we need to go around the roads so we won't be penalised for long parking.</div><div><br></div><div>When we got back to the house. Yana already dressed. Nanay was eating. I told My director David that I need to go to the office for the stuff that I need to prepare. David agreed. I asked Nanay where she is going. She told me, she is going to Intro. I asked her what did Intro said as if there were stuffs already been discussed in the past. This is the first time I heard her speak in my dream. :) Nanay said Intro said there was still no job for her. I told her of my planned business and then proceed to go to the office with my gab.</div><div><br></div><div>Thank You Nanay. I know you are always there watching over us always. You are so alive, happy and with your trademark smile. ❤️💃😄</div><div><br></div><div>This keeps me looking forward to this new beginning. :)</div><div><br></div><div>God bless this day and the days to come.🌇</div><div><br></div><div>Aja Bakekang 👸!!!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-89705426237433015802013-02-10T18:32:00.001+03:002013-02-10T18:33:27.129+03:00HeartburnToday, you made me feel that I am worthless.<br />
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Sad Bakakeng :(Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-21073543340343358942012-10-11T03:10:00.001+03:002012-10-11T03:10:39.047+03:00Random ThoughtsI woke up today not feeling good. But because, today is Thursday and tomorrow is friday, I have to shrug off this negative feeling. Popoy will be away for the next three day and I will be a single mom. Haha. <br />
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Then, suddenly, this gray feeling turned into happiness. I now look forward with Gab over the weekend. Planning for a short morning walk nearby. Remake of our home made playdoh. Woot. <br />
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Thank God for the times I am away from Popoy. I will miss him but will definitely enjoy the time alone with my little man. <br />
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Happy Thursday Bakekang. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-24291437841392989152012-07-21T07:31:00.001+03:002012-08-03T04:44:39.679+03:00Tough LoveDearest Singapore, <br />
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February 2009, it was more than three years and I am happy to look back. Unaware of what we have ahead, I still insist to go and try to see you personally. Bringing with me, an empty pocket, a bag full of dreams and a positive heart to keep them come true. When we first met, I am definite that it is love at first sight. :)<br />
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I must admit that we have a love-hate relationship in the beginning. I love to be here with you and you hate me being here. Sad as it may seem, I need to accept it. I know your reason and I fully understand. Yet, I believe I must fight for this new found love in you. <br />
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<a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-DfN0W3yrzBs/UAv6ZGr8JxI/AAAAAAAAAVM/teD0NCKLrTg/s640/blogger-image--630078852.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-DfN0W3yrzBs/UAv6ZGr8JxI/AAAAAAAAAVM/teD0NCKLrTg/s200/blogger-image--630078852.jpg" width="150" /></a>Our more than three years relationship (and still going. yey!) is not as smooth as most relationship is. I insist to be here with you so you can know what my love can do for you, yet you asked me to go. During 2010, I have to let go for a moment. I felt torn and tired to keep pushing for this love. But I still believe I have to fight for it. Back in my heart and mind, I know that the best is yet to come.<br />
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2011 came and the longing to see you again grows continously each passing day. The love I have for you has grown big that I cannot contain any longer. I must come back and offer it to you once again. When we met for the second time, it was tough for me to convince you to open your door and start this wonderful life together.<br />
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It is not once, not twice, not even thrice that I got rejected by you. But my love is too strong. After the nth rejection, you came to a decision to give me this chance to prove myself. This is the start of our wonderful journey together and that I have to thank you.<br />
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Thank you Singapore.<br />
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Thank you for letting us keep our family together here with you. Thank you for adopting us (may it be temporarily or permanently, we are happy)<br />
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Thank you for the wonderful memories that we have during our courting stage. :)<br />
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Thank you for the wonderful parks, roads, clean air and safe environment, nice amenities, the great people who offered a harmonic culture that you have willingly shared to us.<br />
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Thank you for the experience. We do not know what lies ahead nor our future together. What I am certain is, that as long as we have this kind of relationship. I promise to take good care of you and be a responsible part of your society.<br />
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Maligayang Kaarawan Singapura! (Happy Birthday Singapore)</div>
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We do love you.</div>
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Ngayon na nakapanig sa akin ang pagkakataon. Why not? Chocnut!!!<br />
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Aja! Oplan Bakakeng. Hehe. Kailangan manatiling lihim ang lahat. :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-11048020776935306682012-07-16T01:38:00.001+03:002012-07-16T01:39:56.428+03:00KawalanDumadating sa buhay natin paminsan minsan ang kawalan. Kung saan di mo maintindihan ang sanhi ng iyong kalungkutan. Muli ko syang nararamdaman sa panahon na ito. Naisip kong dahil may puwang. Dalawang linggo na kaming di nakapagsimba. Hay. kailangan namin ng reconnection kay Lord. Sorry Lord, this weekend, for sure, it is a date.<br />
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Magandang Lunes sa inyong lahat. <br />
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-Bakekang-Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-42644124389121745692012-07-13T03:29:00.001+03:002012-07-13T03:29:05.488+03:00Umagang Kay GandaBiyernes na naman. Yey!<br />
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Ang pinakaiintay kong araw. Hehe. Obvious ba? Dahil kinabukasan, maglalaba ako, magluluto ng tanghalian, maglilinis ng kwarto at mag update ng buhay buhay sa likod ng tabing na ito. Nakakatuwang balikan na minsan kong pinangarap ang ganitong buhay. Nagpapasalamat dahil nagkaroon din ng katuparan. <br />
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Ang nakalipas na limang taon ng buhay ko ang isa sa pinaka-vonggang pangyayari. Ang dami na nagbago at natutunan. Kung lilingon ako sa nakaraan, nakitang kong masalimuot ang pinagdaanan namin. Pero nagpapasalamat ako dahil sa paglalakad ko sa daan na ito..meron akong kahawak kamay. Nagpapakeso lang.<br />
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Bawat hakbang, bawat yapak, basa man o tuyo, may tae man o wala..ahaha..masayang balikan at alalahanin. <br />
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Sa umagang ito, ang bawat hininga ng buhay ko ay muli kong iniaalay sa Iyo. Alam kong nagiging pilya ako, salamat sa paminsan minsang pagbatok at nagigising ako sa tunay na layunin ko sa mundo. <br />
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Hay. Napakagandang umaga sa inyong lahat. :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-44533110638881597532012-07-12T13:42:00.001+03:002012-07-12T14:02:55.176+03:00My One Hour Journey with HimIn this very busy country, wherein the people are also super busy with their own lives, I love taking the bus. <br />
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It does remind me of how blessed I am to be in this situation by seeing different kind of individuals. Different Age. Different Colors. Different Sizes. Hehe. I am often stressed. Sometimes it is self inflicted and most of the time it is boss inflicted. Oops! The more or less one hour journey to/from home has given me so much time to reflect on how God had beautifully crafted our lives. It gives me that big push to move on, leave behind yesterday's problem and and look forward to today's happy moments. <br />
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I felt blessed to see everyday a part of what the world has to offer. It also helps me to visualize that this kind of living is possible to my home country. I know my stay in this world is temporary and this time I have with Him makes me realize that I need to do something. I need to become an important part of the society. Help the needy and be simply happy.<br />
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We only live once. We may have to take either bus or train or our own car (mine hopefully soon!) In this journey, make use of that special time to communicate with Him and your inner self. I guarantee you it will surely be a very worthy ride of your life. :) <br />
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This is where we thank him for all the blessing we had during the week and to ask guidance for all the challenges we may face in the coming week. <br />
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I am just as glad that Gab is slowly getting the concept of worshiping God. What I wished for him before he came to earth is for him to fufill whatever God whats him to be. <br />
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It was not simple to achieve though. we had gone through so many challenges to reach this. The main lesson for me is whatever you want for you and your loved ones. Never ever stop to get it. Because if you do, there is 100% certainty that you will not have it.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-31405509556404704842012-03-03T08:15:00.002+03:002012-03-04T03:44:56.945+03:00Day 2: DelayedI posted that word on my facebook and most of my mommy friends reacted. hehe.<br /><br />I am happy that I got friends who will share my happiness should God bless us with another child. ;)<br /><br />Actually, the delay is our pay. I am somehow disappointed because I know and understand that we have obligations to pay. I tried my best to get the necessary funds to pay for my colleagues. I chase people everyday and I am not successful.<br /><br />This is actually one greatest realization I had in my 29 years of existence. I may have tried my best with something I want to happen, yet I lost. Life has to move on. This delay does not happen just on my pay. There are so many things I wanted for my life..so many dreams. Yet, even I fought for quite sometime, in the end. I still did not succeed. I just believe that God's delays has a reason or He may not give it at all. (wag lang po yun sahod Lord. hehe)<br /><br />In the end, whatever delays we have in our lives, we will be able to accept them if we believe and trust in His plan.<br /><br />Thank you Dear God, for letting me experience some delays in my life.<br /><br />:)<br /><div class="separator" style="font-style: normal; clear: both; text-align: center; "><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-QGguuvOWC6E/T1Go4Xt9PTI/AAAAAAAAAS0/PRY11vNJnN0/s640/blogger-image-747546845.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-QGguuvOWC6E/T1Go4Xt9PTI/AAAAAAAAAS0/PRY11vNJnN0/s640/blogger-image-747546845.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center; "><i>(the most amazing delay i have in my life...my kulas)</i></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-51959141957481058292012-03-02T01:58:00.001+03:002012-03-06T01:05:27.261+03:00Day 1: A Happy MeMy first day to my Happy @ 30. :)<br />
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So many things to be thankful and that is all lifted up to the one who has approved my existence on earth.<br />
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Dear Lord,<br />
Everything I have now, I bring back the praises to you. Thank you for letting me experience different challenges together with all the emotions. I have been so unworthy to be yours, yet you continue to bless my life.<br />
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May God blessed whatever thoughts I want to let the world to know about my life.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Hmm..so tama na ang ingles, ito na ulit si Bakekang. :)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Isang taon ang nakakaraan, dumating sa buhay ko ang isang pagsubok para malaman kung gaano katatag ang relasyon namin ni Popoy. Hindi ko man gusto mangyari ang lahat. Pero marami akong natutunan sa pangyayaring iyon. At gaya lang din ng lahat ng problema or pagsubok na naharap ko. Lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili kong. LILIPAS din ito.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Isang taon, marami na din ang nangyari. Ang buong 2011 ay isang simula ng aming pangarap. Salamat na lang kay Lord at binigyan niya ako ng isang butihing kabiyak para sumuporta sa kung ano man ang nais ko para sa aming pamilya. Salamat kay Lord, dahil binigyan niya kami ng mga pagsubok para patunayan na loyal pa din kami sa kanya. Yey. Promise yan Lord, I shall stick with you no matter what. Please let me to the way you want our lives to be..and we shall follow. :)</div><div><br /></div><div>Ang simula ng 2011 ay hindi naging maganda ngunit dahil sa tiwala sa Iyo, natapos ito ng may saya sa aking puso. Hehe. </div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Nasaktan. Nagalit. Nagbago.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Nagsimula. Nagpatawad. Nagpaubaya.</div><div><br /></div><div>Isa sa pinakamagandang Leksyon ko sa 2011 is the "Art of letting Go".</div><div style="text-align: center;">...letting go of a bad feeling..makes space for a new good feeling..</div><div style="text-align: center;">...letting go of a chased dream..gives you more chances to dream for another things..</div><div style="text-align: center;">...letting go of some people in your life..opens you to new frutful relationships..</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Salamat sa isang taon na naranasan ko dahil alam kong hinihubog nito ang pagkatao ko. Hindi ko man mabago ang mga nakasanayan ko na. Salamat po Lord, dahil binigyan mo ako at patuloy na inilalapit sa mga taong makakaunawa ng tunay na ako.</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Salamat at ngayon, handa na ako. :D</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Balik na ulit si Bakekang sa kanyang paglalakbay. :)</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Masayang pagbabasa sa inyong lahat. </div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-77162413751175320252011-02-08T03:29:00.001+03:002011-02-08T22:31:21.038+03:00Brother JDear Bro,<br /><br />Sa totoo lang ang simula ng taon na ito. Hindi naging maayos. Maayos sa pagkakahulugan ko. Nagplano ako. Positibo ako. Pero di kita naisama. Di ko naisip na seloso ka nga pala. Ayun, nagparamdam kang ulit. Nasira ang plano kong matagal ko na din namang inaasam. Akala ko sapat na ang tamang pagpaplano at pagiging positibo. Nagkulang ako. Mas may control ka nga pala sa lahat ng ito. Na kahit anong plano ko at kahit anong positibo ng papanaw ko,kung di ko naman isinasama ang tunay na magpapahalaga at pag-aalayan nito. Wala din. <br /> <br />Ito nga at sa simula ng buwan ng Pebrero. Naramdaman ko ang tunay mong pagmamahal. Pinadalhan mo ako ng mga taong gigising sa paminsan-minsan kong inaantok na pananampalataya sa iyo. Nagpa-alala Na kahit na nakalimot ako. Anytime, pede akong bumalik sa iyo dahil wala na akong ibang matakbuhan, naguguluhan. Alam kong tanggap mo pa din ako ng buong buo. Ikaw lang naman ang makakagawa non eh. Salamat at kahit anong ginawa ko..hinayaan mo pa din at pinaligiran mo ako ng mga taong tunay na susuporta sa aking mga pangarap. Tunay na pangarap. Yun ay ang sumang-ayon sa mga plano mo. Plano mong mas makakabuti para sa akin at para sa aking mga mahal.<br />Sa ngayon, alam kong nasa mabuti ang lahat. At kahit anong pagsubok ang pinagdadaanan ko ngayon, kering keri ko. Andyan ka kasi sa tabi ko eh. <br /><br />Bro, since happy puso month. Ikaw ang date ko sa araw araw na darating sa buhay ko. Ikaw ang tunay kong Pag-ibig. ;)<br /><br />Ang Popoy at Kulas ko. Salamat talaga sa pagpapahiram mo sa akin ng mga tulad nila. Di sila akin kundi sa iyo. Ang dami kong tunay na kaibigan na binigay mo. Kaya naman alam kong peborit mo talaga ako. Salamat ha.<br /><br />Alam kong patuloy mo akong babatukan, papaiyakin, kukulitin, kikilitiin, at pakikiligin sa bawat araw na magdadaan. Salamat sa iyo at Malakas na ako. <br /><br />I love you Bro!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-51943733549318399322010-04-27T09:32:00.004+03:002011-02-08T22:30:38.559+03:00Life Changing MomentsFor the past year, I have been struggling.<div><br /></div><div>To choose between my little man and my work. </div><div><br /></div><div>And because we are just starting to build this family, I was asked by my husband to help him financially. Thinking it through, that means that I need to work for a company and earn. I told him that if I am going to give up my time for our son, it must be worth it. It has been more than a year and the challenges that I faced was incomparable. This has led me to think things through and decide on what I really want and need. </div><div><br /></div><div>I want to be with my family specially my son.</div><div><br /></div><div>I need to financially help my husband prepare for our son's future.</div><div><br /></div><div>Then, while browsing through job sites and submitting resumes to prospective employers, it popped into my mind, why can't I try to work from home. I have heard a lot of success stories from it, from all over the place. Why not try it? </div><div><br /></div><div>And I hope I can also be one of them sharing how it helped me not only to spend more quality time with their family but also increased their financial stability. </div><div><br /></div><div>I am happy. I will start this lifetime journey. </div><div><br /></div><div>Come and Join me. :)</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-52221695406695954952009-09-29T21:44:00.000+03:002009-09-29T21:44:00.359+03:00Been on hiatus for so looooooooong<p>I really am not that inspired to post anything as i felt that i am still a prisoner of my own incorrect decision for being so impulsive. I was not able to consider the consequences of it..but as they say..EXPERIENCE is the best teacher..</p> <p>But I am so looking for that day that I can be free..from mental/emotional stress that my work has caused me for more than six month now..I still could not imagine I was able to surpass this trial.. :)</p> <p>I am happy, definitely, my wish is granted. I am here is SG together with my baby and hubby. But of course, life is not just chocolates and cakes..bitter things can happen..</p> <p>And it made me a better person.. a better woman.. and i am ready to the next battle..woohoo..</p> <p>Now I feel sooooo good..j</p> <p>Thank God I know that I am such a good girl..ahaha.. :)</p><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-50130595542536416982009-03-27T05:25:00.000+03:002009-03-27T10:18:47.994+03:00Beinte Siyete<p>Dalawangpu't Pitong Taon sa Mundo.<span class="insertedphoto"><span class="insertedphoto"><a href="http://bluenina.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Scx9EAoKCsUAADIjJsw1"><img class="alignright" src="http://images.bluenina.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/Scx9EAoKCsUAADIjJsw1/P3070687.JPG?et=dhS%2CignfC2%2BB0pZ%2CngxKpQ&nmid=0" border="0"></a></span></span></p> <p>Wow. Ang bilis ng panahon. At di mo akalain na may mga bagay na mangyayari sa nakalipas na taon. Super Nanay na si Bakekang at 27. AT ito ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa lahat.</p> <p>Ang maging Ina kay Gab =)</p> <p>Pinuno ako ng pagkakataon. Upang maging handa sa anumang pagsubok na dumaan. At nagpapasalamat ako kay Lord at ibinigay niya sa akin ang mga taong sumuporta at nanatiling tapat at naniniwala sa kakayahan ni Bakekang.</p> <p><span class="insertedphoto"><a href="http://bluenina.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Scx9aAoKCsUAAE6c3vY1"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.bluenina.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/Scx9aAoKCsUAAE6c3vY1/DSC03112.JPG?et=3F0zOSuG5WhNin9Ha6DJVA&nmid=0" border="0"></a></span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto"></span> </p> <p><span class="insertedphoto"></span>~ una kay popoy, syempre. no choice ka dahil ama ka ng anak ko at asawa ka ni bakekang. hehe. salamat. sa lahat lahat ng bagay na ibinigay mo. tunay nga na tadhana kita. kung bakit alam na natin yun. haha. salamat sa pagdating sa buhay ko. salamat sa pagbuo ng isang bata. haha. at salamat sa walang sawang pagmamahal at pang uunawa. hehe. alam mo kung gaano kita kamahal. pag-ibig nga naman. isang taon na ang lumipas..ala pa din akong bagong bouquet of roses ha. nyahaha. salamat talaga. mahal po kita. muah! muah! tsup! tsup! weheheeh..</p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>~ syempre..kay daddy, kuya, joy, jill at john (plus my supermom, nora)..sila ang mga piraso ng puzzle ng buhay ko. ang bumubuo ng pagkatao ko. ang naging saksi sa mga kakulitan ko. ang sandigan sa mga pagkakataon na mahina na ako. ang puno ng buhay ko. salamat kay Lord at dito ako sumibol. Teka, ano nga bang bunga tayo? ahehe.</p> <p><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.bluenina.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/Scx9kgoKCsUAAE4RuHE1/majayjay.jpg?et=5Yd2ru6wdZbPJ8w7xCbckA&nmid=0" border="0"></p> <p>~ mga kaibigan at kapatiran..oo kayo yun. ang mga taong di ko naman ka-ano-ano, pero pinakelaman ang buhay ko. naging concern sa mga desisyon ko. naging parte ng taon na ito. kayo yun. malayo man tau ngaun. patuloy kayong makikialam sa buhay ko. at siya nga pala, salamat sa pakikialam nyo..kasi andito ako ngayon. Sana patuloy kayong makialam. </p> <p>~ sa mga bagong kaibigan. Nagtiwalang may patutunguhan ang buhay nila kung parte ako ng mundong ginagalawan nila. Na masayang tinanggap ang alok kong pakikipagkaibigan. At naniniwalang, di lang ito ang taon na magkakasama kami. Pisikal man o Hindi. Hehe.</p> <p>~ sa lahat ng nagmamahal kay bakekang. alam kong wala kayong ibang nais kundi ang kabutihan ng buhay ko. Salamat po.</p> <p>at sa iyo na nagbabasa nito, alam kong labs mo ako kasi concern ka sa nasa isip ko. Salamat ha.</p> <p>Syempre THANK YOU LORD, sa buhay na ito. Alam mo naman na loyal ako sa iyo. At patuloy akong maniniwala na mabuti akong tao dahil sa mga biyayang binibigay mo. Yehey! </p> <p>Sa mga gustong bumati sa akin..ito ang number ko dito sa Singapura..+6390579897. Hehe. Yun gift na ipapadala nyo. Pede pang ihabol..si popoy babalik dito sa april!!!! yehey! buo na ulit ang pamilya ni bakekang. Kung gusto nyo naman ng cash. Pede naman western union. Ahehe. </p> <p>Panalangin ko na naging masaya at kapana-panabik din ang nakaraang taon ninyo. =)</p> <p>Maligayang Kaarawan sa Akin!</p> <p> </p><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-87862771720097295542009-02-15T20:40:00.000+03:002009-02-16T01:44:47.561+03:00Para kay Nina<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="5">Habang pinipinilit mo ang sarili mong di ka apektado.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="5"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span></font></font> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span><font size="5">Lalo kang binibigyan ng pagsubok para malaman ang katatagan ng paniniwala mo sa Kanya.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="5"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span></font></font> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span><font size="5">At habang sinasabi ng lahat na mahirap.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="5"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span></font></font> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span><font size="5">Pagsikapan mong patunayan na pede naman.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><font size="5"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span></font></font> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span><font size="5">Kayang makapaghanap ng buhay ng marangal sa panahon ng krisis. </font></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5"></font> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5">Yey! </font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5">Go! Go! Go! Nina sa Job hunting!!!!</font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5"></font> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5">Isang Paaalala sa iyong nawawalan ng pag-asa...ang iyong konsensya..</font></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5"></font> </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5">~Bakekang~ </font></p><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-82288069206941206552009-02-01T23:21:00.000+03:002009-02-02T04:56:35.175+03:00Missing You<p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto"><img class="alignleft" style="WIDTH: 297px;HEIGHT: 225px;" height="225" src="http://images.bluenina.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SYZLPQoKCsUAADp1dCE1/P1300612.JPG?et=C5eYF%2CQQgevfbyH2sxd%2CxA&nmid=0" width="457" border="0">Three years have passed..still I remember that fateful day when God has ended all your sufferings here on earth..</span></p> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto">When he finally called you unto his loving arms..</span></p> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto">It is still vivid. That moment when I saw you lifeless at the hospital bed. </span></p> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto">I can still feel the pain and probably will forever feel it. That I am so helpless at the time. I can do nothing to bring you back to life. Into your full glory. We have so many plans.</span></p> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto">But I did surrender. To Him. I know it is His plan. I believe that you are at peace with Him now. I missed you so much and will always do..</span></p> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto">Thank you for the wonderful memories..there will be no one like you..a mother and a friend in one..until we meet again Nanay..</span></p> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto">more pics <a href="http://bluenina.multiply.com/photos/album/73">here</a>. =)</span></p> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto">~Bakekang~</span></p><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-59134040617160870382009-01-16T05:31:00.000+03:002009-01-16T10:39:58.091+03:00Limang Taon Mula Noon<font size="2"> <p>Ang video na ito dapat nun January 4 ko pa na-upload. Since umiral ang katamaran ni bakekang. Inabot na naman ng ilang araw bago ako makapag post. </p> <p>This should, could, would have been the save the date video namin ni popoy. Since masyado kaming na-excite sa aming paghihiwalay sa nalalapit kong quest to the land down under. Nabago ang plano ni Lord para aming dalawa. Nanatili si bakekang sa pinas para isilang ang isang cute na cute na anghel.</p> <p>Kahit di natuloy ang pangarap kong panunumpa sa harap ng altar..masaya pa din ako. Syempre naman, dahil nakuha ko na ang ninanais ko. Ang kapurihan ni Popoy!!! Ahaha..at habang pinapanood ko ang video na ito, muli kong naalala ang masaya naming buhay pag-ibig. At sa aking puso at isipan..naroon ang pangako ni Popoy..weeeeeeeh.=)</p></font><font size="2"></font> <center> <object height="344" width="425"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="never"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/yDfRlVPqIPE&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"> <embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://www.youtube.com/v/yDfRlVPqIPE&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></object></center> <center> </center> <center>At nga pala..ako nga pala gumawa ng video na ito..pasensya na..ahem!</center> <center></center><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-51421588935645269562008-12-15T00:38:00.000+03:002008-12-15T06:42:29.638+03:00Hello Santa<p><span class="insertedphoto">Dear Santa God,</span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">Christmas is in the air nowadays, and I really wanna tell yah something..</span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">I know that amidst what happened during the past years, I always believed that I had been a good girl (hehe..) because you have given me the best gift I ever wished/wanted for...</span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.bluenina.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SUXDqwoKCsUAABarxcg1/god-greatest-gift.jpg?et=c2GR8FpkCCzw5XbkICqklg&nmid=0" border="0"></span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">Gabriel has always been good to me, even before he is in my tummy..and now that almost eight months passed, he never been a headache to naynay. I know though I had my share of sleepless nights, I always will look it up as another phase where I became another person to another being. My experience as a mom has been overwhelming but I surpassed it all. I know, it is not because I am strong, but you are. I believe that more challenging phases will come next year and future years, but I believe I will get through it, WE will get through it. Thanks for being my companion through the years.</span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">With regards to your "old" gift, Gary, he remains to be my very special friend, the best boyfriend (I only had him naman..nyehehe), the best husband and the best father to my little Gabriel. I know that you share this man to me because I lack sense of humor which he has a lot. I have more of it now! Ahaha. I am so grateful for the rest of my life for accepting him as your gift to me. </span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">Thank you for these two human being that kept me insane ever since they became part of my life..and I am loving it! I wish I can be the best WIFE (Gary) and MOM (Gabriel) to them.</span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">P.S. I am always trying my best to be a Good Girl..hihi..for more gifts in the future!!!</span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">Your Trying Hard Good Girl,</span></p> <p><span class="insertedphoto">~Bakekang~</span></p><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10874224.post-24154870030060277082008-12-04T21:40:00.000+03:002008-12-04T21:40:01.200+03:00ATE<font size="2"> <p align="justify"><span class="insertedphoto"><a href="http://bluenina.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/STe0LAoKCsUAAEaUljU1"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.bluenina.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/STe0LAoKCsUAAEaUljU1/ate.jpg?et=BbGIU9vvZClMWIiQmZ0b4A&nmid=0" border="0"></a></span></p> <p align="justify"> </p> <p align="justify">Tatlong letra. Pero may napakalaking papel para sa ating lahat. Masarap nga bang meron ate? Di ko alam. Ako kasi yan sa pamilya namin. PANGANAY na BABAE.</p> <p align="justify">Dami din kasing pagkakataon na nagdadalawang isip ako sa bawat hakbang at desisyon ko. Dapat nga bang gawin kasi ATE KA, o hindi dapat kasi ATE KA LANG. </p> <p align="justify">Ang alam ko lang, ang ate ay pangalawang babae sa pamilya. Sumunod sa nanay. Ang responsibilidad halos na rin sa nanay pero walang awtoridad para maging nanay. Madaming hinihingi sa iyo at inaasahan pero ang karapatan parang kulang. Madami na din ang pangyayari na gumawa ako ng desisyon kasi ATE AKO at sa huli di naman pala dapat kasi nga ATE LANG AKO. </p> <p align="justify"> </p> <p align="justify">Mahirap. Lalo na at ang taong dapat mong gabayan at pagpayuhan meron na din naman pag-iisip. Tatahimik ka na lang ba? O gagawa ng paraan para maayos siya? </p> <p align="justify">Kasi ATE KA..o ATE KA LANG?</p> <p align="justify">Hahayaan mo na lang ba siya kasi nakikita mong masaya na siya sa napili niya habang may nasasaktan sa bawat ginagawa niya. Ang lungkot kasi nagsawa ka na sa pagsasabi ng katotohanan sa kanya at di din naman maintindihan. Ang Hirap kasi nakokonsyensya ka na hindi siya pansinin. Ang Sakit kasi nababalewala ka at di nabibigyan ng halaga at nirerespeto. </p> <p align="justify">Ano nga ba ang halaga ng isang ATE? Mapunan ko kaya ang tunay na kahulugan nito?</p> <p align="justify">Nagdrama na naman si bakekang. Pasensya na.</p></font><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0