Thursday, July 10, 2008

Current Dilemna: To stay or not to stay

Dahil sa kakapilit ko kay popoy na alagaan ko muna si kulas..dito ako sa bahay ngayon at ineenjoy mabuti ang pagiging nanay...

pero as time goes by..naks! nararamdaman ko na ang need..

need to earn more money to save for our future..for kulas' future..

di ko alam if tama si daddy na dapat ba talaga kong magwork..

i'm torn between

staying at home with kulas

to personally take care of him..wherein admittedly..im enjoying so much. With that, i am looking for the best work at home job. Currently, I am working as a part-time Accountant of Lyokze Technologies Trading (I-advertise ba ang company). Offering some made to order invites (Thanks Edsel!). Selling some bags and apparels at our store (Hehe) and Mastering the art of Digital Layouting. (Baka may mga pictures kayo staying so much in you hard drives you may keep me busy while earning some bucks..hehe). Dami kong naiisip na business, pero do not have the money to start with it. (Calling Kuya and Joy!!! Hahaha)

Or not to stay at home with kulas...

That means..working at a company!!!

The advantageous thing about it is that I am going to earn money on a regular basis. Twice a month the least. Magkaroon ng sariling pera. I can get to buy Baby Gabriel things I cannot afford now. I am not comfortable spending Popoy's money. Nakakahiya kasi. Hehe..pero syempre, I have doubts. With whom shall I entrust Kulas? Parang di ko kaya ipagkatiwala siya sa iba eh. Hehe. I shall miss (a little maybe) the opportunity of taking care of him kasi baka maging busy ako sa work. (You know naman accounting..boring..ahaha..toxic na work!) Kasi nga minsan lang maging baby si Kulas. Darating ang time, I may not be able to see him much. Kasi he will go to school na.

Pero..up until when shall I be at home? Hay..that is something I really cannot tell. Sa ngayon, I enjoy every moment we have ni Kulas. But I know in time, I need to work again. Kasi si Popoy. Nagsabi sa akin. Di daw talaga niya kaya. Pero pumayag siya sa kagustuhan ko na mag-stay at home muna. Bait no? Kaya ako, tiis lang.

Ano kaya? Kelan kaya ako dapat magwork ulit? may advice ka ba? Ano bang magandang plano? Hmmmm..

2 comments:

claire said...

ako man, ganyan din dilemma ko nung pinanganak ko yung panganay ko.. parang ayaw kong malayo kay Kyle.. pero naisip ko rin na kelangan kong magtrabaho para may maitulong ako sa finances namin. kaya heto ako ngayon, sinusulit ko na lang yung day-off ko at ilang oras ko na off-work na ko para sa king mga munting anghel :) ang cute ng baby kulas mo!

Vhiel said...

i stayed home after I gave birth.. pinagpalit ang career for motherhood.. but it was all worth it..kaso nga lang medyo hirap sa finances... kaya eto balik school ako aral.. change ng career for a better future.. but you can make your blogging as a sideline habang stay at home ka... ;) kita kong may ppp button ka sa sidebar mo eh... ok din kita dyan lalo na pag maganda ang traffic ng blog mo..

but really depende sa lagay ng buhay yan.. ;) parang lalo kang nagkaron ng delimma sa comment ko ano..lol