It’s something I usually do—pray, ask. But I was reminded lately that I haven’t done so, especially not for the dreams God has placed in my heart for this year.
The past few weeks have been a whirlwind—events, family, work, community. A roller coaster of joy and exhaustion. I’ve been enjoying the moments, yet feeling drained at the same time. Lately, I’ve been more mindful of what my body is telling me—what it wants to do, and what it’s begging me not to do. I was down for a few days—not physically, but spiritually.
Then I remembered this line from Paulo Coelho:
“When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”
Over 20 years ago, a friend shared that quote with me alongside a Bible verse I’ve held close ever since:
“Believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.” – Mark 11:24
A recent conversation with Analei—founder of Singapore Schools Philippines and daughter of former Manila mayor Lito Atienza—brought me back to these words. We shared stories, beliefs, and values so deeply that I lost track of time (and Gary had to call me, more than once!).
She has a gift. I believe we share the same one, though expressed differently.
Brilyanteng puti. That’s what I once called it. The gift of sensitivity. A blessing… sometimes it feels like a curse. My intuition is sharp, my hearing attuned even to unspoken thoughts—yes, even the "bubble thoughts." Call me crazy—but that’s just me, haha.
I remember reviewing a report from a former teacher. As if guided, my hand moved the mouse to just the right spot—and there it was. Copied straight from the internet. Even the reflection part. Call me ChatGPT, but this gift has never failed me. Another teacher once said, “You always know.” Somehow, I just do.
This gift, this calling—it has been my compass, allowing me to move forward with faith even when resources were limited. Time and again, God’s cosmic alignment would pull through in ways beyond logic.
I was reminded again.
So, the next day, I returned to where it all began. In prayer. Quiet. Still. Inspired once more by Matthew 7:7.
And I felt it again—the fire. The nerves. The weight of the dreams He’s placed in my heart. The calling, rising to a new level. Bigger, deeper, bolder. And I felt ready.
Today, I write this in my sanctuary. I celebrate 20 years of digital and personal transformation.
And I say this out loud:
I am ready for the Full Transformat10n.
