One and half month ago, I was so full of dreams. I am so inspired. Why? Because, I believed that one of my long cherished goal will come into reality by this year. But as time pass by. I felt a little down. Once again, I had this feeling that it will not come true. Although, I am not giving up.I really felt that once again, I failed. It is a premature feeling though, since I am not yet advised that there is a possibility that this "dream" would not pushed through. I still have high hopes that it will happen sooner or later.
For now, I am considering plan B, I am starting it right now. They say that it is quarter-life crisis.But I believe that I know what I want. I know how to make it. Plan and pursue for it. It just needs to have some positive chi's..hehe..See, I also have a bit of confidence! Enough for the battle right?
It just felt a bit ironic since I passed all the tests, scored a bit higher than usual and still the vision of it is a bit blurry.
Come in Holy Spirit, bless me please and bring back the optimism that Nina always have.
Till my next post. =)
4 comments:
uhm... if one dream doesn't come true... maybe it's to make way for another dream, another purpose...
of course, it would feel like hell... but always know that a CRISIS is not exactly a bad thing... it's a time for great opportunities :)
Don't despair! God has plans for us... just maybe not the ones that you have in mind, but He will give you what you need.
It's easier said than done, I know! I have been a slave of too much frustration of life. But hey, look... I'm still here, alive and happy!
I believe that you have a good heart and God will always hear your prayers!
happy weekend!
blu
Thanks for the encouragements..and now I am back to my usual self!
Great! The news I am dying to hear has arrived!
Whew! God is good all the time! =)
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