God put the moon and the stars up in the sky for the simple reason that dreamers need something to believe even in the darkest of nights. Dreaming happily with Popoy, Kulas, Kulai and Kakai.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
youwill always be my angel..
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel “not good enough”
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the Angels, fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
In the arms of the Angels, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
real magic!!!
Saturday, January 21, 2006
FOUR FRIENDS
now that i made my decision clear. i will be trying my best for the big day this year. it is a risk. although i am known for being a risk taker..i am still in doubt with my decision.but have agreed to self that i need to direct my life if i really wanna go places..amanpulo, sagada, paris, italy, spain, the carriebean, boracay, bohol. i like travelling right.
this is the final decision. NINA WILL LEAVE ACCENTURE. mem'ries will never be taken and of course! TRUE FRIENDSHIP!!! this is the most important thing i got with my stay in the company. so i thank this four gorgeous ladies that i will surely miss when time comes that NINA will no longer go to UBP, ORTIGAS..to work!!!!
THANK GOD FOR ALL OF YOU!!!
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
ang selebrasyon...bow!!!
pero siyempre, life is not that unfair naman..
may happy things din na nangyari this weekend...me & gary went to tagayatay & caleruega to celebrate our second year..naks!! biro mo nga naman no..dalawang taon ng kalokohan..kadramahan..at kakornihan, im so thankful to God for giving this wonderful person, syempre like my friends, he's been there through my trials..only more time & commitment.
So wento na ako..dating kami ng tagaytay ng 10am at eat ng brunch sa chowking...after that wentuhan kami..ano ba yan? wento ko na wentuhan kami...ano ba yan? syempre ung mga topic..di pede..but di yon mahalay..hehehe..
after ng kainan..take out kami sa shakeys at diretso sa caleruega..nandun sina kua riki at tonet para daw manggulo..as if!!!! di naman sila naka disturb sa aming celebration..hehehe..syempre ate jackie, alumni ng koino na staff dun..binigyan us ng isang room..hahaha..to reflect with things ha...hehehe..kau ha..caleruega has this scenery that will always drag my feet to go there over & over again, nice place to reflect & meditate..hopefully i could post some pics..punta kami ng chapel at binigyan ng time ang dalawang magdyowa na makapag-isa..hehehe..may kinakasal dun..sarap mag imagine na ako din ganon..i am with the man i wanna march the aisle for..the person whom i did things i thought i will never do..o di ba? wag isip bad..
end of day..we have to come home early..wla kasama si madir sa bahay..but definitely that day was so fulfulling and complete..i wish that the coming years will be greater, more fun & enjoyable!!!
happy happy to both of us!!!
i love you hon...
my nanay...
hay...life nga naman..it is not a good start of the year for me..although i still am hoping for good things to happen in the near future.. my nanay has been experiencing another trial for her health now..her back aches and i cud feel her pain..and her tummy has been filled with water, recommended for another series of chemotherapy sessions..hay..im trying to be strong right now that i am planning to take the may 2006 cpa board..this is just a matter of emotional dilemna that im going through..and i know God is with me...with us in this challenge..we will be able to get out of this mess gracefully together..i am asking for your prayer if you happen to drop by my blog..my mom is really inspiring because she has been so strong..and intelligent..and everything..she is my strength and inspiration in pursuing my career..that is why i'm thinking things over, between the offer of my company to extend my stay and the time i needed to make up with my lessons.. hay..hirap mag decide kasi.. hope i made the right decision with this things.. im looking for a more stable future and that is why i need to intelligently consider the necessary things for this decision. gulo na talaga ng utak ko..promise!!! basta if you happen to pass by..say a litlle prayer for the recovery of my nanay ha..and everyone who might be experiencing the same illness my nanay goes through...thanks!!!
Wednesday, January 4, 2006
my first survey for 2006
nina to answer her first survey of the year of the dog ...my year
..kinailangan ko pang tingnan ang datebook ko para masagutan ito...mwahaha..
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? - go to puerto galera (tagal bago makapunta..at the age of 23.hehehe..) - celebrate my 23rd birthday...hehehe.. - mag work sa ortigas center..at sa isang napakataas na building..34th flr..lula ako!!! - finance my review...hmmmm...hirap!!! - mag work ng night shift..kakaantok!! - date with popoy sa concert ng south border.. - night party with popoy at padi’s..hehehe..sayawan to the max!!!
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?- wala akong resolution..di ko kasi natutupad..this year gawa ako ng checklist..natutunan ko from my English teacher, at the end of the year ko lang siya binubuksan..two years ang nagdaan na di ako nakakagawa..now I promise to make it yearly during our anniv with popoy..
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? - ate melda..kapitbahay ng bestfriend ko..ninang nga ako.hehehe..
4. Did anyone close to you die? - si tiyo galo at tiyo dok ko from father’s side.. - si julianne, ang baby ng barkada ko nung college..hay..
5. What countries did you visit? - wala. Hopefully next year meron na…
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? - more money!!! Hehehe..car..house..TIME!!!!!
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? - December 26, the day when we dance to death ni popoy..hehehe..next time ulit!!!
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? - I guess the thing that I was able to finance my review & joy’s rent & allowance
9. What was your biggest failure? - wla naman..i am making an effort to the my best for this year’s big day..maybe to bring the closeness we had with a very close friend of mine…hmmmm
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? - nope. I am the usual healthy me!!!
11. What was the best thing you bought? - ung bag na binigay ko kay popoy..its been useful to him kasi…
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? - mine. I know..nagbago ako somehow..become more sensitive to other’s feeling & not that much impulsive and hot headed…
13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed? - lately..my sister’s acts..medyo di ko kasi magawan ng paraan na convince siya na tigilan muna ung guy na kapitbahay naming..wherein I don’t fil comfortable having him close to my sister..hay..ang ate in me talaga…
14. Where did most of your money go? - gala. review. gala. review. I had fun naman eh..hehehe..
15 What did you get really, really, really excited about? - passing the board exam & going abroad with popoy to work!!!!
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? - constant change. Although luma na siya..it makes me sad, knowing na aalis na ako sa isang work na ayaw ko naman talaga..but my license is my priority at this point of time..
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? – happier. Kasi nanay’s been able to surpass all the chemo & bisponal for her bones…we celebrated our first year anniv ni popoy…and I was able to start my review..hay.. ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter..in the sense na nagkalaman na ako..2004 kasi payatot ako..hehehe. iii. richer or poorer? –richer siguro..dami ko naging money kahit papano
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? - have more time for my review and able to help nanay with finances
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? - la naman… I’m young at alam ko dapat enjoy ko din ang lahat…
20. How will you be welcoming the NEw YEar?- sa bahay with family
22. Did you fall in love in 2005? - yes!!!!! Actually last year pa…falling all over again..and again..and again...
23. How many one-night stands? - none. Ano ba yon? Hehehe..siyempre..para lang ako kay popoy at after pa yun ng wedding..tagal pa..
24. What was your favourite TV program? - lifestyle channel programs, travel living programs…
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? - yes..but nawala din..
26. What was the best book you read? - Tuesdays with Morrie
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? - wala akong maisip eh…
28. What did you want and get? - my review class.
29. What did you want and not get? - dami pa..
30. Favorite film of this year? - di ako masyadong nakakapanood ng movie..if only ung medyo nakakapag isip kasi may lesson for your loved ones..
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? - nagwork lang...hay…post birthday celeb kami ni popoy…
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? - If I was able to take the board this year & applied for work abroad.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? - di ako masyado into fashion…jeans & tee’s lang ok na..
34. What kept you sane? - Popoy…
35. Which celebrity public figure did you fancy the most? - wala eh…boring ko no??? 36. WHo is your real-person crush? - Si Gary Guiang Cacananta..
37. What political issue stirred you the most? - the garci tape issue
38. Who did you miss? - my bestfriend..mayron us little misunderstanding….hay…
38. Who was the best new person you met? - Rachelle, Fe, Nicole, Earl, G, Monina, Pee-ay, Crissel, lahat ng star team…Ms. Anji…
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005. - live life to the fullest…have fun…enjoy every moment…
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year - our college retreat song… It's my life It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever I just want to live while I'm alive (It's my life) My heart is like an open highway Like Frankie said I did it my way I just wanna live while I'm alive It's my life...
that's all folks!!!! mwah!!!
the year that was...2005
ano nga ba ang pinagkaabalahan ko the whole last month of the year 2005..
(1) syempre, nag aaral-aralan ang lola mo para next year may lisensya na sya..hay..sobrang kapagod dahil kahit na ano yatang tulog ko from the first break til last break sa opis eh ngarag pa din ang katawan ko..di man lang sa ako nakapaglakatsa ng maaus..hehehe..
kasama ang mga kulitis na bata sa dorm..hay...
(2) dahil peak season namin..madami kaming load..daming ot..buti na lang at nag christmas break kami..kahit papaano nakapagpahinga.kuno..pero di pa din.
(3) noong december 26, nag-bar kami nina popoy, the first night we party together..naks!!! home person kasi kami both..hehehe..pero we like travel dun nga lang sa tahimik na lugar..like church..hehehe..
2005 had been a great year for me..its the whole year na may work ako..after nanay's chemo..
it is the time i finally decide to go for the board exam..the pipol i met during the year were great...
there are so many pipol to thank for..
the boardmates in boni...
the reviewers & co-reviewees who never fail to uplift me..
my friends in accenture..
my koino family
my sulit-arciaga family
my one & only
then come 2006...
i am so..
wishful...hopeful...thankful...
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
M-O-T-I-V-A-T-I-O-N
one, ang fulfilment ng long time dream ko..muling mauudlot!!!! at baka habang buhay na maudlot dahil di na ako bata no? next year taon ko..kaya dapat sulitin ang year na yon. malay natin talagang swerte ako next year ***wish***
two, ang gastos sayang, dahil di naman biro ang mag invest sa review, although walang katiyakan ang ROI (return of investment) naks!! accounting term yan! dapat magsipag ako dahil dugo at pawis ka na ang nakasasalalay dito.
three, i promised myself that wen time comes na babalik ako ng aking alma mater, e lisensiyado na ako..naku!!! pano if di ko siya itutuloy..eh di na ako dun makakabalik..hehehe..madami akong mga tao na dapat bigyan ng pasasalamat for giving me the chance to take the board..naks!! thanksgiving speech na ito.
four, nakahanda ang damit ko sa oathtaking..kaya definitely..super positive ako ngayon..wlang puwang sa pagdududa..andyan naman si BOSING, para tulungan ako, at kahit puyat ako, may pumapasok pa naman sa utak ko.
at last, handog ko ito kay madir dear..pano if di ko ituloy..eh di wala me special gift sa kanya..this is my lifetime gift for her.
o ayan, sa totoo lang para sa akin itong mga reasons na ito, so i will never ever give up to this last battle for the license.
pray for me ha..god bless!!! happy workweek!!!
stay with my struggles
it is a wonderful feeling to know that amidst your struggles dat im going through right now, i have my special someone, supporting me all the way to fulfill my dream. Dat he shares little sacrifices that shall give you more strength to go on. Even when, you will go for a thing unsure of the result, and knowing that it shall take more time away from the usual things you enjoy both to do. He willingly gives those as his share of commitment to pursuing that special thing.
i am, being pessimistic in nature, had never been this focused and feeling that im going the right track. this is a wonderful feeling. something i know that God wants me to feel and im cherishing every single moment of this blessing.
i thank Him for giving you to me, hope you stay by my side for the rest of my life and i promise to stay with for the rest of yours.
i still am smiling. reminiscing the mem'ries we had gone through, it is still long way, but my journey is as wild, exciting and adventurous as climbing the mountain. thank you for holding my hand.
i love you so much.
Wednesday, November 2, 2005
Busy????
last week my tito died of liver cancer, and nung sunday ang burial niya...i found out how my tito, barangay councilor of pulong sta.cruz had touched so many lives in that barangay, ang daming umiiyak at nanghihinayang, something i know is not ordinary esp when it comes to public service. i know my tito served well and he'd been one of the best public official i know..compare to my other tito's & tita's, i found him sincere of his job of helping other people face their problems, i may not be that close to him but i know that somehow he felt my share of concern during the time where he is struggling from his disease. i myself felt the sincerity in his heart up to his last day on earth. for this, i salute my tito,
for being a good man, husband, father not just to his children but to his nephews and nieces & to other kabataan in the barangay, i know that no one on earth can replace the good deeds you had shared to other pipol. i am proud of you. proud of being a sulit. may you find the peace in His loving care. see you later...
after that balik ulit tayo sa kikay matters,
what i like the best about the past weeks....
1. i am already enrolled for the may 2006 cpa board review at cpar, and i am somehow relax at this moment for it.
2. last week was super enjoyable, i'd been with popoy the whole night long (sunday night) ...with the permission of my dad, he slept over our house, of course, di kami magkatabi, but the fact that dad is trusting my popoy, is a wonderful feeling.
3. popoy and i talked about so many things, from the silliest matters to super 2x serious matters, but i enjoyed every piece of what we had aggreed about.
4. i am happy ate, because my kafatids who are not taking the lead of their carreer path, Jill, who is on my left side at the profile photo is now starting her training for an ojt sponsored by her school at japan, she is now learning nihonggo, and i myself too am learning some words, Joy, on my right side will be starting her review for the OT board exam on january 2006. and being the proud ate, i am asking for your prayers for the success of my little sisters.
5. i am now starting to plan my transfer to another boarding house near my review school, for safety & convenient purposes. hope i will be able to polish things before the start of the classes.
6. nanay gave me a necklace with a heart pendant, i was so overwhelmed with things going on with her, and i plan to give her a little suprise for this christmas, including my dad of course (he is a jealous father) hahaha...i am thankful for those who continously praying for my mom's recovery.
7. speaking of daddy, i am happy that he is not that strict anymore. just what i told you in my number #2.
8. i am thankful that i have now a happy heart. the feeling that everything is on the right track, i know, i doesn't happen ordinarily but i am croosing my finger, for me to be strong if in case another challenge/ problem will be on my way..and i know its on the way..hahaha..
9. i am thankful for these pips, gretch, nicole, fe, rach, earl & monina. thanks for the friendship. i know my stay in accenture (company) is really worthwhile.
that is all for now...bye! =)
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
..:: joy ride ::..

I don't know what is that makes me love you so
I only know I never wanna let you go
'Cause you started something, can't you see?
That ever since we met you've had a hold on me
It happens to be true
I only want to be with you
It doesn't matter where you go or what you do
I wanna spend each moment of the day with you
Look what has happened with just one kiss
I never knew that I could be in love like this
It's crazy but it's true
I only want to be with you
You stopped and smiled at me, asked me if I'd care to dance
I fell into your open arms and I didn't stand a chance
Now listen honey, I just wanna be beside you everywhere
As long as we're together, honey, I don't care
'Cause you started something, can't you see
That ever since we met you've had a hold on me
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
Thursday, October 13, 2005
engkantadia
masaya ako (lagi naman eh..) and may libre pa us na tiket until end of year...yipee!!!! to follow na lang ang mga naggagandahang pics...
Saturday, October 1, 2005
Feels Like Home

In your arms
There's something in your voice
If you knew how lonely my life has been
It feels like home to me (2x)
It feels like home to me (2x)
A window breaks
Down the long dark street
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And if you knew how happy you were making me
It feels like home to me
I may not that vocal to you on how much I appreciate just being in your presence. The way you make me laugh at times when I almost give up to burdens I did not know I can carry, until you showed me I could, you lift me up to the highest. The way we discuss topics between us, those not that much important & to those which have least significance to life but either way you give them fruitful meaning to me.
I am thankful for your unconscious effort of offering me the BEST friendship, one that I shall treasure for the rest of my life and till my life after death.
This is my vow to you, as my friend, my lover, my big brother, my laugh trip partner, my cute huggable teddy bear, my flower in wild forest, my hiking/mountain climbing companion, my koino-matter discussion buddy, my confidant, my cheerleader, my best friend, my life & my everything
comes so easily it hardly seems to need a thought to guide it.
My natural place, Gary, is by your side, Let me remain there for all my days...
I love you.




