God put the moon and the stars up in the sky for the simple reason that dreamers need something to believe even in the darkest of nights. Dreaming happily with Popoy, Kulas, Kulai and Kakai.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
M-O-T-I-V-A-T-I-O-N
one, ang fulfilment ng long time dream ko..muling mauudlot!!!! at baka habang buhay na maudlot dahil di na ako bata no? next year taon ko..kaya dapat sulitin ang year na yon. malay natin talagang swerte ako next year ***wish***
two, ang gastos sayang, dahil di naman biro ang mag invest sa review, although walang katiyakan ang ROI (return of investment) naks!! accounting term yan! dapat magsipag ako dahil dugo at pawis ka na ang nakasasalalay dito.
three, i promised myself that wen time comes na babalik ako ng aking alma mater, e lisensiyado na ako..naku!!! pano if di ko siya itutuloy..eh di na ako dun makakabalik..hehehe..madami akong mga tao na dapat bigyan ng pasasalamat for giving me the chance to take the board..naks!! thanksgiving speech na ito.
four, nakahanda ang damit ko sa oathtaking..kaya definitely..super positive ako ngayon..wlang puwang sa pagdududa..andyan naman si BOSING, para tulungan ako, at kahit puyat ako, may pumapasok pa naman sa utak ko.
at last, handog ko ito kay madir dear..pano if di ko ituloy..eh di wala me special gift sa kanya..this is my lifetime gift for her.
o ayan, sa totoo lang para sa akin itong mga reasons na ito, so i will never ever give up to this last battle for the license.
pray for me ha..god bless!!! happy workweek!!!
stay with my struggles
it is a wonderful feeling to know that amidst your struggles dat im going through right now, i have my special someone, supporting me all the way to fulfill my dream. Dat he shares little sacrifices that shall give you more strength to go on. Even when, you will go for a thing unsure of the result, and knowing that it shall take more time away from the usual things you enjoy both to do. He willingly gives those as his share of commitment to pursuing that special thing.
i am, being pessimistic in nature, had never been this focused and feeling that im going the right track. this is a wonderful feeling. something i know that God wants me to feel and im cherishing every single moment of this blessing.
i thank Him for giving you to me, hope you stay by my side for the rest of my life and i promise to stay with for the rest of yours.
i still am smiling. reminiscing the mem'ries we had gone through, it is still long way, but my journey is as wild, exciting and adventurous as climbing the mountain. thank you for holding my hand.
i love you so much.
Wednesday, November 2, 2005
Busy????
last week my tito died of liver cancer, and nung sunday ang burial niya...i found out how my tito, barangay councilor of pulong sta.cruz had touched so many lives in that barangay, ang daming umiiyak at nanghihinayang, something i know is not ordinary esp when it comes to public service. i know my tito served well and he'd been one of the best public official i know..compare to my other tito's & tita's, i found him sincere of his job of helping other people face their problems, i may not be that close to him but i know that somehow he felt my share of concern during the time where he is struggling from his disease. i myself felt the sincerity in his heart up to his last day on earth. for this, i salute my tito,
for being a good man, husband, father not just to his children but to his nephews and nieces & to other kabataan in the barangay, i know that no one on earth can replace the good deeds you had shared to other pipol. i am proud of you. proud of being a sulit. may you find the peace in His loving care. see you later...
after that balik ulit tayo sa kikay matters,
what i like the best about the past weeks....
1. i am already enrolled for the may 2006 cpa board review at cpar, and i am somehow relax at this moment for it.
2. last week was super enjoyable, i'd been with popoy the whole night long (sunday night) ...with the permission of my dad, he slept over our house, of course, di kami magkatabi, but the fact that dad is trusting my popoy, is a wonderful feeling.
3. popoy and i talked about so many things, from the silliest matters to super 2x serious matters, but i enjoyed every piece of what we had aggreed about.
4. i am happy ate, because my kafatids who are not taking the lead of their carreer path, Jill, who is on my left side at the profile photo is now starting her training for an ojt sponsored by her school at japan, she is now learning nihonggo, and i myself too am learning some words, Joy, on my right side will be starting her review for the OT board exam on january 2006. and being the proud ate, i am asking for your prayers for the success of my little sisters.
5. i am now starting to plan my transfer to another boarding house near my review school, for safety & convenient purposes. hope i will be able to polish things before the start of the classes.
6. nanay gave me a necklace with a heart pendant, i was so overwhelmed with things going on with her, and i plan to give her a little suprise for this christmas, including my dad of course (he is a jealous father) hahaha...i am thankful for those who continously praying for my mom's recovery.
7. speaking of daddy, i am happy that he is not that strict anymore. just what i told you in my number #2.
8. i am thankful that i have now a happy heart. the feeling that everything is on the right track, i know, i doesn't happen ordinarily but i am croosing my finger, for me to be strong if in case another challenge/ problem will be on my way..and i know its on the way..hahaha..
9. i am thankful for these pips, gretch, nicole, fe, rach, earl & monina. thanks for the friendship. i know my stay in accenture (company) is really worthwhile.
that is all for now...bye! =)
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
..:: joy ride ::..

I don't know what is that makes me love you so
I only know I never wanna let you go
'Cause you started something, can't you see?
That ever since we met you've had a hold on me
It happens to be true
I only want to be with you
It doesn't matter where you go or what you do
I wanna spend each moment of the day with you
Look what has happened with just one kiss
I never knew that I could be in love like this
It's crazy but it's true
I only want to be with you
You stopped and smiled at me, asked me if I'd care to dance
I fell into your open arms and I didn't stand a chance
Now listen honey, I just wanna be beside you everywhere
As long as we're together, honey, I don't care
'Cause you started something, can't you see
That ever since we met you've had a hold on me
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
Thursday, October 13, 2005
engkantadia
masaya ako (lagi naman eh..) and may libre pa us na tiket until end of year...yipee!!!! to follow na lang ang mga naggagandahang pics...
Saturday, October 1, 2005
Feels Like Home

In your arms
There's something in your voice
If you knew how lonely my life has been
It feels like home to me (2x)
It feels like home to me (2x)
A window breaks
Down the long dark street
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And if you knew how happy you were making me
It feels like home to me
I may not that vocal to you on how much I appreciate just being in your presence. The way you make me laugh at times when I almost give up to burdens I did not know I can carry, until you showed me I could, you lift me up to the highest. The way we discuss topics between us, those not that much important & to those which have least significance to life but either way you give them fruitful meaning to me.
I am thankful for your unconscious effort of offering me the BEST friendship, one that I shall treasure for the rest of my life and till my life after death.
This is my vow to you, as my friend, my lover, my big brother, my laugh trip partner, my cute huggable teddy bear, my flower in wild forest, my hiking/mountain climbing companion, my koino-matter discussion buddy, my confidant, my cheerleader, my best friend, my life & my everything
comes so easily it hardly seems to need a thought to guide it.
My natural place, Gary, is by your side, Let me remain there for all my days...
I love you.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Baso Ko
Friday, September 23, 2005
friendships
minsan lang akong magsenti, i just wanna thank you for giving me one of the best friendships i had. di lang talaga ako marunong magsabi, but deep in my heart, no matter what happen i will feel blessed always just thinking of these women i consider my friends..and the moment we had, the never ending wentuhan from the office-related topics, to anything goes, yung tambay sa gale, usap ng walang humpay, i'll cherish those for the rest of my life. And if time na may little ones na ako, sana makatagpo din sila ng mga friends na tulad ninyo.
Thank you for being with me inspite of me being mataray slash masungit...listening to my opinions & my never ending observations, you just don't know how much you had contributed me in my growth as a TRUE person..with the truest friends..and that all of you, Nicole, Fe, Monina, Marie, Gie & Rachelle. Love you ALL!
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S
it's just an ordinary sunday, popoy, visited me at haus, nood lang us ng sine sa hbo, hehe (kuri kami ngaun).
The oder wik kasi punta kami ng tagaytay ng walang kaabog abog. diretso ng palace tas nagwentuhan ng kung ano-ano sa tuktok, medyo maulan dun kaya madaming fog, pinaglaruan ang mga fog, super lamig!!!!buti na lang at may instant jaket si bakekang (kilig!!!) hehe..dami nga kaming nakitang lovers..at siyempre as usual, aun ako at tawa ng tawa sa kanila, la lang, duon ko na lang dinadala ang mga pagkabigla ko sa mga ganung bagay (charing!!!), punta din kami sa nanay ni jojo (kasama ni Lord), bago kami umalis, ask niya si popoy na dapat kasama siya sa long table..at siyempre ako, isang patay malisya..tinanong kung ano un?!?! sabi siyempre ni popoy, wedding un...NATEN?!?! huwat? ikakasal na kami???? nyek!!!! nope..di pa..matagal pa..but im definitely happy with the things happening with me & my goody popoy..im super in-love with this person. and hearing other pipol na nangangarap na sana kami na din in the end, e parang inililipad ako sa ulap na nakita ko sa tagaytay. so bak to last sunday..walang masyadong nangyari pero masaya, parang im looking forward sa pagpunta niya sa haus, although every wik naman un..kasi nga last sunday, ipinagluto ko siya ng nilagang baboy..masarap pa din iyon kay popoy kahit hindi, natutuwa kasi akong nikakain niya ang luto ko..parang may silbi talaga ako sa akanya..basta, lagi akong nitutukso ni dady, if i know e, selos lang iyon kay popoy..hahaha..
in the apternun, nagsimba kami, may lumapit na bata sa church, pero ang ugali ko kasi, di ako nagbibigay hindi dahil sa ayokong i-tolerate ang mga batang ganun, naiinis ako sa magulang nila..basta, mega interview ako hanggang sa magsawa na si toto, hehe, kasabay namin umuwi si jil at dumaan kami ng mercury, (bili ng ice cream)hay..wat a day!! till next sunday ulit!!!
kahapon naman, nagpunta ako ng cpar, magpareserve sana me ng seat kaso, aun, enrolment na pala..wala pa akong money, hehehe..buti na lang at may discount sa mga nangarap dating maging CPA at di natupad, hehehe..at least, may less 2.5k ako daber??? Pray mo po ako ha..sana makayanan ko!!!
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Miss La Naval
ary). she had been a great influence to us, me and my second family, koinonia de letran. masaya akong nakita siya ulit. kaso may pangit akong feeling nun. hindi na kasi sa amin ang pag organize ng pagdating niya sa letran. ever since na naging koino ako...naging devotion ko na (as well, as my kapatids in koino) ang maglaan ng time to prepare for her coming. kaso by some manipulative & insecure person whose trying so hard to put my beloved koinonia down, kinuha niya ang event na ito, noong prioress ako, di ako pumayag na sila ang magplano ng buong event, it is our activity & our own share of sacrifice na ginagawa ng member ever since..Friday, September 16, 2005
Wishing Again
ngayon, opisyal ko na siyang i-update (pangako ba?)...may mga bagay man na gusto ko pang baguhin pero sa pagdaan na lang ng timeko siya aausin..parang bahay...every now & then may mga new decors...hay...i can't wait to have my own (este..'our' pala..baka may magtampo..)at ausin ito...ngayon, ito muna ang pansamantalang tahanan ko..sa aking munting sulok...
this is a new start...gazing once again in the deepness of the dark sky...waiting for the falling star...making a wish...and having them come true...
have a hapi journey with me...
Saturday, August 27, 2005
an-eks-pek-ted
Friday, August 26, 2005
Anoder hapi Friday!!!
Bukod pa dun..malungkot din siya bagamat may kalayaan ng muli..nahihirapan naman ngayon na makisalamuha sa ibang taga lupang nakatira sa may kaharian ng kalentong. Mahirap dahil di siya sanay sa mga Gawain ng mga tao dito. Pinipilit kasi ni bakekang na maging maayos ang lahat..alam naman kasi niyang dapat maging ganoon kasi kakailanganin niya ang sitwasyon pag dating ng panahon. Ang problema ay ang pagtanggap niya sa kultura na di niya nakasanayan..Hay..Alam ni bakekang na kaya niya iyon.
Maagang nagising si bakekang..mga alas tres ng umaga..bumangon na siya..nagmuni muni..at iniisip si popoy (na ng panahon na iyon ay natutulog pala sa isang resort sa kaharian ng pansol) birthday ng kaibigan nila..si donna. Nagbasa ng magasin, at pagkatapos ay naligo na. Maagang natapos si bakekang. Bihis na siya pero ayaw niyang umalis hanggang sa maisipang niyang dumaan sa bahay ng kanyang panginoon..nalimutan niya na naipangako niya sa sarili na bibisita siya paminsan minsan upang makipagwentuhan..
Alas singko y medya, pumasok siya..nagwentu ng mga problema pati na rin masasayang nangyari sa araw na iyon..nang lumabas siya..naibsan ng unti ang kanyang nararamdaman..pero malungkot pa din siya. Dumating na siya sa opis ng matamlay.
Alas siyete..nagsimula siyang magtrabaho..kahit walang masyadong gagawin..pagod na agad siya..sa wakas nagtext si popoy..noon lang niya nalaman na nag overnight pala ito sa bday ni donna..malungkot pa rin siya. Nag check op na siya, di sya nakareply. Niloadan siya ni popoy. Nag paunlimited. Pumasok na si popoy. Finish ang usapan.
Ang simula ng saya..nagtext si madir..natanggap daw si bujingjing (ang munting sis ni bakekang) sa ojt niya sa japan. Naks!!!! Proud na proud si madir..nagdrama siya sa text..nagpapasalamat kay Lord at binigyan pa si madir ng second lyf (after her successful chemo fight against breast cancer!!!) Ako man..masayang masaya. Sabi ng manghuhula..magiging magaan na ang load ni inay kapag 55 na taon na siya..next year na iyon!!! Yehey!!! Salamat naman..i know she rili need a big reward for all her hard works and dedication to us, her children and to her husband. Basta thank God ulit!!!Nagtext si popoy, ipinaalam kasi ni bakekang ang good news ng Pamilyang Sulit!!!! At may hatid din siyang magandang balita, wala siyang pasok tom!!! Ibig sabihin nun magkikita kami sa Sunday after ilang weeks na hindi us sabay na magsimba. Yehey!!!
Ang tanong masusundo kaya ni popoy si bakekang bukas?!?!?
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
A cup of Coffee
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Happy Travel G!!!

Saturday, August 13, 2005
LeT me cAteR 2 U
i wanna dedicated this to the man who inspire to everything i do..thank you my popoy! i love you so much!!!
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
Don't Know If I Need To Reassure You,
My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be BetterYou Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
Let Me Help You
Take Off Your ShoesUntie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed YouLet Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A SongTurn My Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy
[Chorus]Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner,
Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert,
And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You
[Verse 2 Kelly]Baby I'm Happy You're Home,Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And SpiritI Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder,
I'll Roll OverBaby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You
(I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy
[Chorus]
[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My ManYour Heart
(Your Heart)So Pure Your Love Shines Through
(Shines Through)The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man
[Chorus Out]
Friday, August 12, 2005
HAPPY!!!
Bateeeeet?
- nagkaroon kami ng bingohan..galing! Apat ang nanalo sa amin (Sina earl, lini, rach at crisel) Yehey!!
- part na ko ng isang sikretong grupo na may isang sikretong gagawin..hehehe..basta!!! ang masaya dito...i get to enjoy doing it and i'll be earning!!! (hahaha..raket itu!!!)
- next monday..i will be declaring independence day!!!! (once again..) kasi magboard na ako sa may mandaluyong!!! Di na ako male-late!!! O daber??? (hi PI!!!..pahiram ng line mo.)
- at dahil mag declare na ako ng kalayaan..gagawin ko na ang mission possible ko!!! going bak agen sa basic debits and credits!!! mga articles ng laws at sari sari pang pangpabigat sa buhay ng isang CPA wannabe. (hayyyyyy...)
- nabili ko na din(kahapon) sa wakas ang libro ni randy (kapatid ni popoy) ang umbrella country ni bealuyo. (hahaha..hihiramin ko itu..sa sembreak nila!!!)
- ano pa???? nakapagblog hop ako ng todo...hehehe..galing!!!!
- at higit sa lahat..magkikita kami ni popoy..o daber??? (pahiram ulit PI!!!!) kahit mahirap pumunta sa letran after work ha..sobrang sakripisyo itu popoy...(huhuhu..e sa wala na tayong common time, what can we do?!?)
aun lang po...bow!!!
Tuesday, August 9, 2005
Dreaming again...
Hopefully, next week makapag board na ako to make another step for the big day..im definitely on my way but this time i know wer im going to..fulfilling some unfinished dream...please pray for me ha..Thanks!!!
Weekend, nag overnight kami mga college friends este mga koinonians alumni sa bahay nina gary..as usual..d ako agadnagpaalam sa amin..leaving them doubting again..hay..hirap naman ng ganito..but i know naman their reasons and naiintindihan konaman sila. Sana lang huwag ng maging isipin ko pa ang pagpapaliwanag sa kanila. Mahirap kasi na lalau ako na mayduda sila..knowing na ang goal ko from the start is to get the title.
Hay...hirap naman talaga makuha nun..dami pang pinagdadaanan..from the super hirap na articles ng business laws andother standards to memorize and be familiar with..basta im gearing up for this last battle.. hope i could make it.
God Bless this day!!!



