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M-O-T-I-V-A-T-I-O-N

im happy dahil kahit papano nakakapag adjust na ako sa napaka hectic na sked ko ngayon, i am a student by day and a processor by night. minsan naisip ko na wag na ituloy kaso ano nga naman ang mapapala ko if di ko siya continue aber??????

one, ang fulfilment ng long time dream ko..muling mauudlot!!!! at baka habang buhay na maudlot dahil di na ako bata no? next year taon ko..kaya dapat sulitin ang year na yon. malay natin talagang swerte ako next year ***wish***

two, ang gastos sayang, dahil di naman biro ang mag invest sa review, although walang katiyakan ang ROI (return of investment) naks!! accounting term yan! dapat magsipag ako dahil dugo at pawis ka na ang nakasasalalay dito.

three, i promised myself that wen time comes na babalik ako ng aking alma mater, e lisensiyado na ako..naku!!! pano if di ko siya itutuloy..eh di na ako dun makakabalik..hehehe..madami akong mga tao na dapat bigyan ng pasasalamat for giving me the chance to take the board..naks!! thanksgiving speech na ito.

four, nakahanda ang damit ko sa oathtaking..kaya definitely..super positive ako ngayon..wlang puwang sa pagdududa..andyan naman si BOSING, para tulungan ako, at kahit puyat ako, may pumapasok pa naman sa utak ko.

at last, handog ko ito kay madir dear..pano if di ko ituloy..eh di wala me special gift sa kanya..this is my lifetime gift for her.

o ayan, sa totoo lang para sa akin itong mga reasons na ito, so i will never ever give up to this last battle for the license.

pray for me ha..god bless!!! happy workweek!!!

stay with my struggles

it is a wonderful feeling to know that amidst your struggles dat im going through right now, i have my special someone, supporting me all the way to fulfill my dream. Dat he shares little sacrifices that shall give you more strength to go on. Even when, you will go for a thing unsure of the result, and knowing that it shall take more time away from the usual things you enjoy both to do. He willingly gives those as his share of commitment to pursuing that special thing.

i am, being pessimistic in nature, had never been this focused and feeling that im going the right track. this is a wonderful feeling. something i know that God wants me to feel and im cherishing every single moment of this blessing.

i thank Him for giving you to me, hope you stay by my side for the rest of my life and i promise to stay with for the rest of yours.

i still am smiling. reminiscing the mem'ries we had gone through, it is still long way, but my journey is as wild, exciting and adventurous as climbing the mountain. thank you for holding my hand.

i love you so much.

Busy????

ano na nga ba ang nangyayari sa akin?

last week my tito died of liver cancer, and nung sunday ang burial niya...i found out how my tito, barangay councilor of pulong sta.cruz had touched so many lives in that barangay, ang daming umiiyak at nanghihinayang, something i know is not ordinary esp when it comes to public service. i know my tito served well and he'd been one of the best public official i know..compare to my other tito's & tita's, i found him sincere of his job of helping other people face their problems, i may not be that close to him but i know that somehow he felt my share of concern during the time where he is struggling from his disease. i myself felt the sincerity in his heart up to his last day on earth. for this, i salute my tito,

Gonzalo B. Sulit Sr.

for being a good man, husband, father not just to his children but to his nephews and nieces & to other kabataan in the barangay, i know that no one on earth can replace the good deeds you had shared to other pipol. i am proud of you. proud of being a sulit. may you find the peace in His loving care. see you later...

after that balik ulit tayo sa kikay matters,

what i like the best about the past weeks....

1. i am already enrolled for the may 2006 cpa board review at cpar, and i am somehow relax at this moment for it.

2. last week was super enjoyable, i'd been with popoy the whole night long (sunday night) ...with the permission of my dad, he slept over our house, of course, di kami magkatabi, but the fact that dad is trusting my popoy, is a wonderful feeling.

3. popoy and i talked about so many things, from the silliest matters to super 2x serious matters, but i enjoyed every piece of what we had aggreed about.

4. i am happy ate, because my kafatids who are not taking the lead of their carreer path, Jill, who is on my left side at the profile photo is now starting her training for an ojt sponsored by her school at japan, she is now learning nihonggo, and i myself too am learning some words, Joy, on my right side will be starting her review for the OT board exam on january 2006. and being the proud ate, i am asking for your prayers for the success of my little sisters.

5. i am now starting to plan my transfer to another boarding house near my review school, for safety & convenient purposes. hope i will be able to polish things before the start of the classes.

6. nanay gave me a necklace with a heart pendant, i was so overwhelmed with things going on with her, and i plan to give her a little suprise for this christmas, including my dad of course (he is a jealous father) hahaha...i am thankful for those who continously praying for my mom's recovery.

7. speaking of daddy, i am happy that he is not that strict anymore. just what i told you in my number #2.

8. i am thankful that i have now a happy heart. the feeling that everything is on the right track, i know, i doesn't happen ordinarily but i am croosing my finger, for me to be strong if in case another challenge/ problem will be on my way..and i know its on the way..hahaha..

9. i am thankful for these pips, gretch, nicole, fe, rach, earl & monina. thanks for the friendship. i know my stay in accenture (company) is really worthwhile.

that is all for now...bye! =)

gary in the pool

how can i not fall in love with this guy..so cute..hahaha...

..:: joy ride ::..

Ready to drive my life...

I don't know what is that makes me love you so
I only know I never wanna let you go
'Cause you started something, can't you see?
That ever since we met you've had a hold on me

It happens to be true
I only want to be with you

It doesn't matter where you go or what you do
I wanna spend each moment of the day with you
Look what has happened with just one kiss
I never knew that I could be in love like this

It's crazy but it's true
I only want to be with you

You stopped and smiled at me, asked me if I'd care to dance
I fell into your open arms and I didn't stand a chance

Now listen honey, I just wanna be beside you everywhere
As long as we're together, honey, I don't care
'Cause you started something, can't you see
That ever since we met you've had a hold on me

No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you

engkantadia

nagpunta kami nung sunday sa enchanted, we are eight and all are couples, hahaha..quadruplet date. first time ni gary na makapunta dito kaya ang saya namin kasi four of them ay di pa nakakapunta including gary, hehehe..its was my fourth after long time ago..hapon na kami nagkikita, dapat mag lunch kami ng sabay kaso siyempre madaming other lakad kaya aun, kami na lang nina judy at uyut (bf niya) ang naglunch. Nang dumating na si popoy, galing sa bundok ni maria makiling after ten years..hehehe..nagpunta na kami sa enchanted, so to make the full packed story short, we had fun, we enjoyed all the rides, at maghapon ako sa kakatawa dahil ang popoy ko napakatapang sa pagsakay sa carousel..hehehe..o daber, isinakay ko siya sa pinakadulo ng space shuttle at anchor's away..san ka pa..first ride niya yun at masaya ako dahil kasama niya ako...parang ride ng life...tsing!!!!

masaya ako (lagi naman eh..) and may libre pa us na tiket until end of year...yipee!!!! to follow na lang ang mga naggagandahang pics...

Feels Like Home

There's something in your eyes

Makes me want to lose myself (2x)
In your arms
There's something in your voice

Makes my heart beat fast

Hope this feeling lastsThe rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been

And they'll know I've been so alone

And if you knew how I wanted someone to call my love

And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me (2x)

It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me (2x)

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks
Down the long dark street

And a siren wails In the night

But I'm all right

Cuz I have you here with me

And I can almost see

Through the dark there is light
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me

And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you were making me

I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from

It feels like home to me (2x)

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong (2x)


I may not that vocal to you on how much I appreciate just being in your presence. The way you make me laugh at times when I almost give up to burdens I did not know I can carry, until you showed me I could, you lift me up to the highest. The way we discuss topics between us, those not that much important & to those which have least significance to life but either way you give them fruitful meaning to me.

I am thankful for your unconscious effort of offering me the BEST friendship, one that I shall treasure for the rest of my life and till my life after death.

This is my vow to you, as my friend, my lover, my big brother, my laugh trip partner, my cute huggable teddy bear, my flower in wild forest, my hiking/mountain climbing companion, my koino-matter discussion buddy, my confidant, my cheerleader, my best friend, my life & my everything

...Today, we take the biggest step of all & yet a step that
comes so easily it hardly seems to need a thought to guide it.
My natural place, Gary, is by your side, Let me remain there for all my days...

I love you.

Baso Ko

Ang baso ko madaling mapuno, maliit lang kasi ito.

pero hanggang kayang kong inumin ang laman ng baso,

ginagawa ko..may pagkakataon na dapat kong hayaan siyang umapaw at

kung ikaw ang dahilan ng pag apaw nito, huwag kang

mag-alala kaya kong patunayan sa iyo ang pag apaw ng baso ko.

Kaya sa susunod, maging alisto sa paglagay ng laman sa baso ko,

sa susunod kasi ibubuhos ko lahat sa iyo.

Umapaw ang baso ko. Minsan lang ito. Sana di na maulit.

missing you..

friendships

friendships, originally uploaded by bakekang.

minsan lang akong magsenti, i just wanna thank you for giving me one of the best friendships i had. di lang talaga ako marunong magsabi, but deep in my heart, no matter what happen i will feel blessed always just thinking of these women i consider my friends..and the moment we had, the never ending wentuhan from the office-related topics, to anything goes, yung tambay sa gale, usap ng walang humpay, i'll cherish those for the rest of my life. And if time na may little ones na ako, sana makatagpo din sila ng mga friends na tulad ninyo.

Thank you for being with me inspite of me being mataray slash masungit...listening to my opinions & my never ending observations, you just don't know how much you had contributed me in my growth as a TRUE person..with the truest friends..and that all of you, Nicole, Fe, Monina, Marie, Gie & Rachelle. Love you ALL!

H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S

Sunday is OUR day!!!!

it's just an ordinary sunday, popoy, visited me at haus, nood lang us ng sine sa hbo, hehe (kuri kami ngaun).
The oder wik kasi punta kami ng tagaytay ng walang kaabog abog. diretso ng palace tas nagwentuhan ng kung ano-ano sa tuktok, medyo maulan dun kaya madaming fog, pinaglaruan ang mga fog, super lamig!!!!buti na lang at may instant jaket si bakekang (kilig!!!) hehe..dami nga kaming nakitang lovers..at siyempre as usual, aun ako at tawa ng tawa sa kanila, la lang, duon ko na lang dinadala ang mga pagkabigla ko sa mga ganung bagay (charing!!!), punta din kami sa nanay ni jojo (kasama ni Lord), bago kami umalis, ask niya si popoy na dapat kasama siya sa long table..at siyempre ako, isang patay malisya..tinanong kung ano un?!?! sabi siyempre ni popoy, wedding un...NATEN?!?! huwat? ikakasal na kami???? nyek!!!! nope..di pa..matagal pa..but im definitely happy with the things happening with me & my goody popoy..im super in-love with this person. and hearing other pipol na nangangarap na sana kami na din in the end, e parang inililipad ako sa ulap na nakita ko sa tagaytay. so bak to last sunday..walang masyadong nangyari pero masaya, parang im looking forward sa pagpunta niya sa haus, although every wik naman un..kasi nga last sunday, ipinagluto ko siya ng nilagang baboy..masarap pa din iyon kay popoy kahit hindi, natutuwa kasi akong nikakain niya ang luto ko..parang may silbi talaga ako sa akanya..basta, lagi akong nitutukso ni dady, if i know e, selos lang iyon kay popoy..hahaha..

in the apternun, nagsimba kami, may lumapit na bata sa church, pero ang ugali ko kasi, di ako nagbibigay hindi dahil sa ayokong i-tolerate ang mga batang ganun, naiinis ako sa magulang nila..basta, mega interview ako hanggang sa magsawa na si toto, hehe, kasabay namin umuwi si jil at dumaan kami ng mercury, (bili ng ice cream)hay..wat a day!! till next sunday ulit!!!

kahapon naman, nagpunta ako ng cpar, magpareserve sana me ng seat kaso, aun, enrolment na pala..wala pa akong money, hehehe..buti na lang at may discount sa mga nangarap dating maging CPA at di natupad, hehehe..at least, may less 2.5k ako daber??? Pray mo po ako ha..sana makayanan ko!!!

Miss La Naval

kahapon nagpunta ako sa letran, la naval kasi...namimiss ko si miss la naval (tawag ni gary). she had been a great influence to us, me and my second family, koinonia de letran. masaya akong nakita siya ulit. kaso may pangit akong feeling nun. hindi na kasi sa amin ang pag organize ng pagdating niya sa letran. ever since na naging koino ako...naging devotion ko na (as well, as my kapatids in koino) ang maglaan ng time to prepare for her coming. kaso by some manipulative & insecure person whose trying so hard to put my beloved koinonia down, kinuha niya ang event na ito, noong prioress ako, di ako pumayag na sila ang magplano ng buong event, it is our activity & our own share of sacrifice na ginagawa ng member ever since..

di ko siya pinansin (the person na siyang dahilan kung bakit nawala sa amin si ms. la naval). naiinis ako sa kanya. alam ko magagalit sa akin si ms. la naval, but i can't make any move to acknowledge 'his' presence. galit pa din ako sa kanya, at sa patuloy na ginagawa niya sa pamilyang naiwan at tanging binabalikan ko sa letran. i know its not good. but i'm praying, ms. la naval is precious to me & gary (a.k.a. popoy), she (i guess) brought 'us' together. hay...

soon, babalik siya ulit sa amin...hintayin ko na lang ulit ang pagbalik mo sa koinonia, we really miss you ms. la naval..& the wonderful mem'ries i had wen ur at letran...hmmmmm...

Wishing Again

napag-isip isip ko sa tinagal tagal ko sa pag-aayos ng blog ko...wala na akong naikwento sa buhay ko...hehehe...gusto ko kasi na maging maayos siya at kuntento na ako sa template ko...parang bahay...ito angaking munting tahanan...kung saan pede kang mag-isip at magsalita...gawin mo ang gusto mo...i wanna thank the idle time para magawa ko ang munting tahanan na ito...

ngayon, opisyal ko na siyang i-update (pangako ba?)...may mga bagay man na gusto ko pang baguhin pero sa pagdaan na lang ng timeko siya aausin..parang bahay...every now & then may mga new decors...hay...i can't wait to have my own (este..'our' pala..baka may magtampo..)at ausin ito...ngayon, ito muna ang pansamantalang tahanan ko..sa aking munting sulok...

this is a new start...gazing once again in the deepness of the dark sky...waiting for the falling star...making a wish...and having them come true...

have a hapi journey with me...

an-eks-pek-ted

It is saturdey wans agen…kahapon bakekang tot dat popoy wil not meyk sundo her. At 1 in da apternun tudey…popoy teksted her dat he is on the way (huwat?!?! Buntis si popoy..ahihi!!!!) popoy will be here in a short wayl….hmmm..yahoooo!!!

Hapi wik-end tu eberi wan!!!

Ay lab Saturdey....





GARY...muah!!!

Anoder hapi Friday!!!

At first, malungkot pa si bakekang noong umaga..wala kasi siyang magawa sa bahay kagabi. Parang nasayang ang mga oras na dapat ay ginugugol na niya sa pagbabasa ng mga walang kawentang wentang articles ng SFAS..ahihi!!! At ganoon na nga ang nangyari..nasayang na ang oras niya.

Bukod pa dun..malungkot din siya bagamat may kalayaan ng muli..nahihirapan naman ngayon na makisalamuha sa ibang taga lupang nakatira sa may kaharian ng kalentong. Mahirap dahil di siya sanay sa mga Gawain ng mga tao dito. Pinipilit kasi ni bakekang na maging maayos ang lahat..alam naman kasi niyang dapat maging ganoon kasi kakailanganin niya ang sitwasyon pag dating ng panahon. Ang problema ay ang pagtanggap niya sa kultura na di niya nakasanayan..Hay..Alam ni bakekang na kaya niya iyon.

Maagang nagising si bakekang..mga alas tres ng umaga..bumangon na siya..nagmuni muni..at iniisip si popoy (na ng panahon na iyon ay natutulog pala sa isang resort sa kaharian ng pansol) birthday ng kaibigan nila..si donna. Nagbasa ng magasin, at pagkatapos ay naligo na. Maagang natapos si bakekang. Bihis na siya pero ayaw niyang umalis hanggang sa maisipang niyang dumaan sa bahay ng kanyang panginoon..nalimutan niya na naipangako niya sa sarili na bibisita siya paminsan minsan upang makipagwentuhan..

Alas singko y medya, pumasok siya..nagwentu ng mga problema pati na rin masasayang nangyari sa araw na iyon..nang lumabas siya..naibsan ng unti ang kanyang nararamdaman..pero malungkot pa din siya. Dumating na siya sa opis ng matamlay.

Alas siyete..nagsimula siyang magtrabaho..kahit walang masyadong gagawin..pagod na agad siya..sa wakas nagtext si popoy..noon lang niya nalaman na nag overnight pala ito sa bday ni donna..malungkot pa rin siya. Nag check op na siya, di sya nakareply. Niloadan siya ni popoy. Nag paunlimited. Pumasok na si popoy. Finish ang usapan.

Ang simula ng saya..nagtext si madir..natanggap daw si bujingjing (ang munting sis ni bakekang) sa ojt niya sa japan. Naks!!!! Proud na proud si madir..nagdrama siya sa text..nagpapasalamat kay Lord at binigyan pa si madir ng second lyf (after her successful chemo fight against breast cancer!!!) Ako man..masayang masaya. Sabi ng manghuhula..magiging magaan na ang load ni inay kapag 55 na taon na siya..next year na iyon!!! Yehey!!! Salamat naman..i know she rili need a big reward for all her hard works and dedication to us, her children and to her husband. Basta thank God ulit!!!

Nagtext si popoy, ipinaalam kasi ni bakekang ang good news ng Pamilyang Sulit!!!! At may hatid din siyang magandang balita, wala siyang pasok tom!!! Ibig sabihin nun magkikita kami sa Sunday after ilang weeks na hindi us sabay na magsimba. Yehey!!!

Ang tanong masusundo kaya ni popoy si bakekang bukas?!?!?

A cup of Coffee

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old University of Notre Dame lecturer. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the lecturer went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups -porcelain, plastic, glass, some plain looking and some expensive and exquisite, telling them to help themselves tohot coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the lecturer said:"If you noticed, all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is but normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the better cups and are eyeing each other's cups."

"Now, if Life is offee, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, but the quality of Life doesn't change."

"Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee in it."

Happy Travel G!!!

Sana sa paglibot mo..muling magtagpo ang landas natin..Salamat sa happy times especially during the night shift when everybody's sleepy, you are my sole audience sa mga dance craze ko!!! Dancing the Maricel Soriano's Rico Mambo..hehehe..i'll never forget the early in the morning chikahan natin..sana makaakyat tayo ng bundok together..the mountaineering thing..hayyy..Thank God for letting me pass this ortigas center...being in this building with a true friend like you!!! Im praying for your safety and happy journey!!! See You later!!!

Love you G!!!!

LeT me cAteR 2 U

I found this song in Crissell's link (Jojie)...

i wanna dedicated this to the man who inspire to everything i do..thank you my popoy! i love you so much!!!

Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
Don't Know If I Need To Reassure You,
My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be BetterYou Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
Let Me Help You
Take Off Your ShoesUntie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed YouLet Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A SongTurn My Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy
[Chorus]Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner,
Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert,
And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You
[Verse 2 Kelly]Baby I'm Happy You're Home,Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And SpiritI Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder,
I'll Roll OverBaby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You
(I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy
[Chorus]
[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My ManYour Heart
(Your Heart)So Pure Your Love Shines Through
(Shines Through)The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man
[Chorus Out]

HAPPY!!!

Ang saya nga araw na ito..

Bateeeeet?

- nagkaroon kami ng bingohan..galing! Apat ang nanalo sa amin (Sina earl, lini, rach at crisel) Yehey!!
- part na ko ng isang sikretong grupo na may isang sikretong gagawin..hehehe..basta!!! ang masaya dito...i get to enjoy doing it and i'll be earning!!! (hahaha..raket itu!!!)
- next monday..i will be declaring independence day!!!! (once again..) kasi magboard na ako sa may mandaluyong!!! Di na ako male-late!!! O daber??? (hi PI!!!..pahiram ng line mo.)
- at dahil mag declare na ako ng kalayaan..gagawin ko na ang mission possible ko!!! going bak agen sa basic debits and credits!!! mga articles ng laws at sari sari pang pangpabigat sa buhay ng isang CPA wannabe. (hayyyyyy...)
- nabili ko na din(kahapon) sa wakas ang libro ni randy (kapatid ni popoy) ang umbrella country ni bealuyo. (hahaha..hihiramin ko itu..sa sembreak nila!!!)
- ano pa???? nakapagblog hop ako ng todo...hehehe..galing!!!!
- at higit sa lahat..magkikita kami ni popoy..o daber??? (pahiram ulit PI!!!!) kahit mahirap pumunta sa letran after work ha..sobrang sakripisyo itu popoy...(huhuhu..e sa wala na tayong common time, what can we do?!?)

aun lang po...bow!!!

Dreaming again...

Let me sleep

For when I sleep I dream that you're here

You're mine and all my fears are left behind
I flew on air and nightingale sings a gentle lullaby

So let me close my eyes
And sleep a chance to dream

So I can see the face I long to touch, to kiss

My only dreams can bring me this
so let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see

And maybe when he dreams he'll dream of me
And high beneath the cloudsI'd whisper to the evening stars

Tell me love, he's just a dream away, dream away

A dream away
So let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see

And maybe when he dreams, he'll dream of me
Oh.... dream of me

Gary started his work on the production area..he was enthusiastic when narrating me the things that happened during their training/orientation sa first week niya. Sa linggong ito, he will be working from monday tru thursday, then sunday. Bale, friday and saturday yung off niya..hay..so the only time we will be able to see each other is Saturday afternoon,attend the anticipated mass then unting wentuhan..but im happy pa din naman. At least may time pa din.

Hopefully, next week makapag board na ako to make another step for the big day..im definitely on my way but this time i know wer im going to..fulfilling some unfinished dream...please pray for me ha..Thanks!!!

Weekend, nag overnight kami mga college friends este mga koinonians alumni sa bahay nina gary..as usual..d ako agadnagpaalam sa amin..leaving them doubting again..hay..hirap naman ng ganito..but i know naman their reasons and naiintindihan konaman sila. Sana lang huwag ng maging isipin ko pa ang pagpapaliwanag sa kanila. Mahirap kasi na lalau ako na mayduda sila..knowing na ang goal ko from the start is to get the title.

Hay...hirap naman talaga makuha nun..dami pang pinagdadaanan..from the super hirap na articles ng business laws andother standards to memorize and be familiar with..basta im gearing up for this last battle.. hope i could make it.

God Bless this day!!!

i don't know where im going...

but im on my way...

Sa araw na ito...

Araw naming ngaun ni popoy, araw din ng oder copol na malapit sa amin, Si kuya jer at jelai at si imho at april agkakilala din dahil sa aming organization na Koinonia de Letran. The first copol sina jerwin at jelai, si Jerwin Raymond Quiton ay isang ganap na Registered Mechanical Engineer na tulad din ng popoy ko at si Angela Jachelle naman ay isang estudyante ng akawntansiya, tulad naman ni bakekang ( ako un!). Naging sila nung July 04, 2004. Ibig sabihin huwan yir na sila last month (Galing!) Happy!!! Happy!!! Tas naman sina Engr. Geronimo Tomas, (o di ba? parang kagalang galang! na tulad din ni popoy!) at Si April Nofuente naman ay nakatapos ng Management. Medyo naging matagal ang lihiman ng mga ito sa mga taong malapit sa kanila kasi sabi ni ape, di pa daw pede sa kanila..hehehe..para-paraan lang naman kayo!!! Basta sa araw na ito, mayroon anim na tao ang masaya..alam kong madami pa diyan ang masaya sa araw na ito, at kung ano man ang rason nila..I’m happy for all of you!!!

Ngayon ang start ng popoy ko sa Rohm, sa may Carmona, Cavite un..malapit lang sa amin. Pero di naman kami masyado magkikita kasi may service siya pro oki pa din kasi may work na siya ulit, kahit papaano ay pagkakaabalahan siya before his flight (kung matutuloy man!) Dahil if di natuloy un ngayong yir na itu, sabay na us next yir, hehehe..Basta!!! Dami ko blessings ngayun! I’m thankful for this gifts!!!

God Blessed This Day!!!

Happy Birthday Gary!!!

Thanks God for this Day!!!

Happy or Sad?!?

Madalang (in english..rare!!!!) lang mangyari sa akin itich..

Ang lungkot ng araw na 'to..di ko alam kung bakit..but i have some list of reasons. which i wont tell, itago ko na lang siya sa baol ko ng mga kalungkutan. I promised myself not to blog about nina being too emotional..i am a cry baby in nature..even now writing this..i am ready to shed some tears..but of course i won't do that coz where in the middle of discussion. How i wonder, if i really made some difference to other's lives not that i think that i am a useless crap ready to be dumped in payatas but at times you'll feel that you're nowhere to go and contributed nothing but senseless speech..that no one really needs you..good it is that i had my honey with me..making me smile..just to picture his funny moves..haha..napakakulit talaga niya..

Oh di ba ayan na..im happy again!!!

Now, Happy mode na po tayo..wentu ko na lang ang nangyari kahapon..uwi agad si bakekang, aga pa lang, nasa bus na ako papuntang alabang..magkikita kasi kami ni popoy..asar talo na naman ako kay earl..hehehe..mabalik tau..aun,nakadating ako sa robinson sta.rosa at past 5, kain kami sa kfc (kahapon ko pa kasi gusto kumain dito) aun, eat kami tapos niwentu ni popoy ang kanyang funny moments during medical exam..hahaha..di ko na lang sabihin ha..alam naman natin iyon eh..naggala kami sa second floor..sa department store..naghanap ng pedeng ibigay kay mokong poppy..hehehe..araw ng kanyang pag uha sa 27 nga pla..meron na me plans for that..kaso post celebration iun..nawala nga ako sa budget eh..may plan B pa naman ako eh..Aun, tas after ng malling-malling, uwi na kami ng past 7 kasi uuwi pa si popoy ng bundok, gagabihin kasi siya.Napagod ako sa kakalakad kaya pagdating sa bahay..diretso sa warto, linis ng body at diretso na slip..di ko na naintay si popoy na makauwi sa kagubatan. Nyt2 na at 8 pm.

Aun, masaya na ulit ako..Miss ko na nga pala si G at Cyril(as per request ng name niya).

Si Kristeta a.k.a Tsuba Kokok, my ever bestfriend, i miss her a lot, punta na rin siya sa kaharian ng mga puti this year. (niiiwan na ko nila..huhuhu!)

Birthday ng aking inaanak ngayon, HaPpY 1sT BirthdaY Althea Nicole!!!!

Happy mode again..

Well begun is half done.

should have been starting right now for the big day...hay...

sad mode coming soon...

Ngayon pa nga lang nalulungkot na ako..

Sabi nga parting is never easy...lalo pa if the one going away is the MOST precious blessing God had showered your life..a meaning of your happy existence..di naman dapat ako malungkot kasi the reason is Good..and i'm definitely not out of the plan..ako pa nga ang one of the primary reason why..but it is still hard to bear..just the tot of it..hayyyy..malapit na ang september..si monins at earl..masaya na!!! si bakekang... lungkot... huhuhu... anyway... ilang months lang naman iyon..m 8-10... hmmmm..not that bad huh...got an idea..basta..sad mode soon to start..

And the STAR rocks...

We finally won the Team Excellence Award for the month of June!!! Im happy..hay!!! At sana next time naman mabunot na iyong name ko for the raffle draws..hehehe..hay!!! Thank God!! Hope I can make the one year promise...Congratulations Star Imagers!!!

halfway...

June had passed and we are half done with the year yet i haven't started my plan for the big challenge to happen mid of next year. i have mixed emotions with it coz im not yet prepared emotionally and financially..nope it's definitely not marriage..but i consider it one of the importantevents that will ever happen to me.

I've been planning for it long before i had my first try..and as i assess the results, i'm determined enough to pursue the second and last attack for that super difficult qualifying board exam for me to grab the license i consider a necessity to enter the much bigger scene of corporate world. Although, i don't have much plan of staying long as an employee, still it is one of my plans to succeed and be able to use the knowledge i've learned from the course i had fought so long, from taking the entrance exams to the qualifying assessments until to the battle of maintaining the grades i need to qualify for the next sem's student assistants' scholarship program until i failed during my third year of being in the class of the so-called elite group of accountancy (humility aside..hahaha!). After that i've been an "automatic scholar" of the professor who failed me, i guess it's time for me to thank him through my blog..he told me not to make this public, but a generous act like that is not worth the silence..i guess he'd been appointed now as one of the provincial judge in laguna..hmmmm..i may not be that updated, but he really helped me a lot and the gratitude will be kept in my heart til my life ends..naks!!! this cute (as in cute!!) and married man, member of the judiciary in our country, (hay....) is none other than Judge Rommell Baybay. He may not be popular as Mrs. Arroyo but definitely i know he's one of the few remaining political man who has good heart..enough of the reminiscing..i rarely talk bout my work in accenture, and i wonder why, i believe that i am able to adjust to the environment i had here and besides my current work is the third one. I had settled in well here..focused on at the least finishing the one-year contract..but that won't mean i had my final word with that, i keep my future plans as flexible as i cud..

I've been down most of the time this week, the reason, the emotional conflicts i've been battling and been going through and through and when i thought that i had gotten over with it, when the moment comes to the scene once again, i will be once again shattered with the unnecessary thoughts..but i trust HIM more than anything, with him i an strong..Thank God for the long weekend vacation!!!!

Belated happy bday to Kat-kat (musta na ang hk?) at kay ever-kulit na Prior Patrick!!!

Coz im dreaming...

Dahil sa request ng popoy ko..eto na ang entry ko tungkol sa panaginip ko kagabi..maaga ako kasing natulog kagabi dahil sabi ni popoy..wag daw akong magpupuyat. eto at isa akongmasunuring bakekang, at natulog na..nag 'nyt nyt' na ako kay popoy..

Tapos bigla akong naglakbay sa mundo ng mga pantasya..papunta kami ng bundok nina nicole, fe at rachelle, as far as i remember sila iyong kasama kong pumunta sa bundok..tapos..may parang fiesta dun sa lugar..may handaan at nagkaroon ng extra challenge..dahil sa ako ang bida..may isang di ko maintindihan na dapat gawin..kailangan daw na makatawid kami sa isang lubid pero may parang aparatus naman para di ka mahulog and then nid mo magbalanse, hehehe..magulo ba..pasensiya na ha..after that struggle..i was able to go through it..wala na sila nicole, di ko na natandaan wer did dey go. Tas, at the end of the rope, i saw this young man, makisig ang tikas at naka alalay sa akin ang kanyang mga kamay..naks!!! may Savior..hmmmmm..hehehe..si popoy pala iyon. After that rope challenge,may parang wall climbing na ang tuntungan ay pako..o di ba..too weird..hehehe..wala na dun si popoy..lungkot ako..huhuhu..Tas nun tapos na ang challenge and then, punta ako sa may kainan, parang canteen, ewan ko ba medyo civilized iyong place..nasa tuktok nga po pala iyon pinuntahan namin..pano ako nakapunta..di ko din alam..panaginip nga eh..hehehe..Nakita ko sina waych at fefang sacanteen tas nun nag order na kami ng food..tas nun tapos na..nagising na ako..alas tres na kasi eh,hehehe..

realisasyon:

---> mukhang miss ko na silang mga friendships ko sa accenture..ahihihi..

---> para kay popoy..oh di ba..kitams kahit sa panaginip ko, frustrated akong muling makaakyat ng bundok..

---> dapat treasure mo dapat mo i-treasure..friends..hehehe..love you pipol!!!

***the end***

wala lang

Dahil sa tapos na akong mag process dito sa aming parallel training..nagtry akong magpeep sa aking munting yahoo mail and unfortunately nakablocked na ang mga ganoon sites..hay..wawa na si bakekang..ang mga munting kaligayahan dito sa aking munting sulok ay unti unti ng di nipapayagan..huhuhu..kahit naman ganito ay masaya pa din naman ako..after all it's better not to have a computer at all..asus!!!pede ba naman iyon...from my little corner..nakikita ko sina ms. angie, together with our clients..may visit sila kasi dito sa opis..kunya-kunyariang bisi-bisihan ang lola mo dahil nagmagaling na naman sa pag process ng claims at tinapos na agad..hmmmm..minsan dapat meron ka din humility sa katawan bakekang..(asus!!! parang tunay!!!)

Minsan nga nakakainis un ganitong work kasi gusto mo naman kumita ng malaki but unfortunately (ulit!!!)you have nochoice in order to increase your compensation especially ngaun na nasa training mode ulit kami..ahuhuhu..sana langmatupad ko iyong plano ko for next year..i promise to myself na magiging year of the bakekang iyon..unti unti na din naman nadadagdagan ang edad ko..at papalapit na ako sa terminal year na aking pangako para muli kong makuha iyong bertud..hay..na siyang magiging daan para aking marating ang pipapangarap na trono..ahihihi..Pray niyo ako ha..sikwet muna kasi baka mapurnada ang plano..

Aun lang po..Happy si Nina..Know y? Sikwet ulit!!!

pagbabalik ni tatay jessie

It is father's day..im supposed to be having my time with dady..syempre dahil sa sobrang kakulitan ko..napumilit pa din akong umalis at hayaan na magtampo sa akin si itay..ahihi..ang makulit na ako na naman..nibati ko naman siya eh..

Dumating kasi si father jessie, ang siyang nagtatag ng pamilyang kinlakhan ko sa letran, bayan ng calamba..hehehe..he has a lot to share na kung ikukwento ko pa dito eh..baka mahuli ako ng mga pulis na matamang nagmamatyag sa bawat pasusuwail ng kanilang mga kawan..hahaha.. It was the usual event..simple gathering tapos chibugan..he headed a mass for koinonians..sayang nga lang at di na nabuo ang mga batches from the oldest to the youngest..how i miss the camaraderie..at saka ung mga kulitan..isang topic lang out of nowhere..parang di na uuwi at walang pasok kinabukasan..hmmmmmm...kakamiss!!!!

During tatay jessie's homily, sabi niya..at the end of our life..we will be judged by God for watever we have done..as in..biro mo un..you're deepest secret will be revealed to all the pipol..hahaha..funny but i believe..and sabi niya..un makikita dun iyong mga hindi natin inihingi ng forgiveness kay Lord..at iyong mga galit natin sa buhay..hehehe..to sum it up..i came to realize that i need to be happy in watever way it is..Ayyyy!!! nga pala mayroon din siyang tinatag na another org..ccp..as in crazy club of the philippines..hehehe..iyong mga tipong di ordinaryong ginagawa ng mga tao eh gagawin mo..just to be happy..and a little bit crazy...for example..wat do we normally do wen rains falls? di ba humanap ng masisilungan????? dahil member ka ng ccp..u will go through the rain and be wet..o di ba crazy..an addition to my crazy list to do's..hehehe..basta im happy wen i got home..

After that nga pala..punta naman kami kina angel after so many routes we had gone kasi traffic sa calamba dahil birthday ni joe..our nat'l hero..ahihihi..di na kami nakaabot ng padasal for julianne..ang anghel ng tropa..kaso kinuha na agad siya ni God..hay..

Tas, eto na at uwi na kami ni popoy sa bahay..o di ba wat a day to celebrate father's day..basta im thankful pa din about my daddy kahit topakin yun..loves na loves ko iyon..

ekses:

Love ko din si P0poy...ang future daddy ng aking mga baby...(ahihihi..landi mo bakekang)!!!

happy father's day!!!!

hi daddy!!!

i know you won't be able to read this but i just wanna thank you for the things you've thought us from the so many palo we have received and so many sermons..hehe..you're such a good father..hehehe ulit..kahit na ganito at medyo hirap pa din ako sa pagpapaalam sa iyo..dahil iniiwasan ko na magkagalit kayo ni nanay dahil sa kakulitan ko..sana din u take care of nanay..for the rest of your lives na..wag na sana magtampuhan..hehe..basta salamat sa lahat!!!

Love you!!! muah!!!

moments in calatagan

Ang natatala sa aking kapalaran sa araw na ito...sa salitang ingles..

...Time to cuddle up! Whether that means with a sweetheart, Fido or getting a bunch of friends over to your house for some quality time, it's a day filled with love and affection from your nearest and dearest. It's also a prime moment to reach out and touch someone. For example, is there someone from your past you haven't talked to in a while? Bet they're thinking about you right now. Why not give them a call and see? ..

Naging masaya ang araw na ito...WE have a lot of fun together..may team building ang koino and i really tot na di na matutuloy ito..and in some aspect..gumana na naman ang pagiging 'madam nina' ko..may mga taong nagsabi na sasama..pero ayun..sila ang mga taong bagay sa maestro nina Da Binsi ay Huwan Luna..mga drawing..eniwey..high way..ang sabi nga nila. the show must go on..isa itong team building..alam ko na kahit konti lang ang sumama..for sure may next pa ito dahil naging masaya ang laha..thanks to the ever supportive pipol hu never fail to be there..hehehe..kami iyon...

Sino-sino ba kami...si nina, gary, czarj, kc, mean, jm, mulan, jerwin, jelai, edward, dessa, bebe, khae, minet at mavic...hehe..ang tambalang bago sa pamilya..at syempre ang cute na cute na si abbie..

naging relaxing ang araw..di man totally koinonians ang bumuo ng outing na ito..may nabuo pa din bonding..ang i did cherish the mem'ries we had here..

Super saya kasi sobrang nag-enjoy ako and gary sa dagat..the thing we weren't able to do in puerto kasi malalim dun ang beach..sa calatagan..nakakatuwa ang mga alon..gary and i playfully go through the waves of this humble place..nothing is different..simple at masaya..some realizations ang naisip ni bakekang..things that makes her much stronger..na harapin ang alon ng buhay..hay...

Its relaxing..and we were able to unwind..more time with each other..ready for the battle together..thank you popoy..for the never ending support and understanding..i know we are still lookings at our star..happily....hmmmmm

Hanging On...

Don't Quit Poem
by anonymous

When things go wrong,
as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest! if you must; but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow;
You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit;
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

Ang tulang ito ay iniaalay ko sa mga taga lupang gusto ng umalis ng engkantansiya.

EKSES:

Sabi ni crissel, nag ingles na ako nung last entry..hehehe..siguro dahil galit ako ng oras na un..ngayon dapat masaya ako..pinangako ko sa sarili kong maging happy mode si bakekang ngayon..kaso di hinayaang ng pagkakataon..muliÕt muli na naman may nagbago sa napakagandang mood koÉhayÉlife might be unfair..kung di ka nga naman lalaban..hahayaan ko na lamang maging ganito ang sitwasyon ko..wala akong problema sa work..i mean sa ginagawa ko..ang nakakastress ung mga taga lupang naglipana dito sa engkantansya..magulo din pala..sabagay kahit ang inang reyna..ni hindi kami matanong kung ano ang nararamandam naming..parang isang pipit na pilit pinupukol..i promised myself that IÕll be on the silent mode if ever na mapunta ulit ako sa ganoong sitwasyon..but I cant help myself but to react..lalo pa at lumaki ako na nakikibaka sa mga bagay na dapat ay pantay at patas.. sa ngayon..may plano na ako..depende ito sa magiging takbo ng susunod na lingo..basta..pilitin kong tapusin ang pwomis k kay bakekang na tatapusin ko ang kontrata ko..hehe..go nina!!!

Kaya ko ito..iÕm not alone..go to continous battle for fairness and just treatment of colleagues...pare-pareho tayo ng lupang nilalakaran..wag kang aangat..baka kasi bumagsak ka..lagapak!!!! Hinding-hindi ako ang taong sasalo saÕyo..
So, pano..hindi naging maganda ang takbo ng nakaraang araw..ngunit tuloy pa rin ako..tuloy pa rin tayo..

Happy_pa_rin_si_NinalynÉ..Monthsary naming kaya..

Thanks Popoy koÉYou are such a great blessing!!!! Ésalamat sa tenga mong nakikinig sa makulit kong bibig na walang tigil sa pagsasalitaÉhehe..Loving you more each day!!!

Against all the odds...

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me

Black as the Pit from pole to pole

I thank whatever gods maybe

For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance

I have not winced nor cried aloud

Under the bludgeonings of chance

My head is bloody but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears

Looms but the horror of the shade

And yet the menace of the years

Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate

How charged with punishment the scroll

I am the Master of my fate

I am the Captain of my soul.

*** William Earnest Henley***

As i cud remember, this poem was introduced by my english teacher back in high school, at that time i was a stranger. For the reason that i am new to the school that i've never dreamed of studying..but i have no choice but to be a good daughter..and it turned out to be especially during my first days there..as a one hell of a batch!!! (as a negative thing.. ***sigh***) I promised to myself that i will never let anyone step in my dignity..the RESPECT i have for myself and for others...but during those times..and also to my current situation..once again this wud test the thing i hate the most..my patience to other pipol..as long as i know wat is right..i will never agree to the injustice and unfairness that is going around with the environment that i am with right now...

i want sincerity...

and truth...

and peace of mind...

Thank you Lord for the patience i have now..i know this is on challenge to mold my maturity..i hope others will see..i'm tired of battling for unfair things that is happening around my world..and only God knows it..hope I could talk to you once again...hmmmm

nina is not feeling good today... : (

Down Time...

Hmmmm..down ang system ngayon..marami sa amin ang hindi productive..e2 naman ako to be able to utilize my time well, gagawa ng entry for my blog..hehehe..medyo nakakabagot ang ganitong buhay..tulad ng sabi ni yano..parang walang kapararakan ang nangyayari ngayon..hindi ko pa din alam kung dapat pa bang magpatuloy sa landas na aking binabagtas ngayon..hindi ito ang mundong pinangarap kong galawan ngunit masaya ako..paulit-ulit ko itong sasabihin..dahil sa mga taong nagbibigay ng rason upang manatili sa kahariang pinangarap matunton ng ibang mga taga lupa..hahaha..eto ang engkantasya. Pero hindi sa lahat ng panahon, masaya dito sa engkantansya..may libreng inumin..unlimited ba ga? Malamig din dito..pero di pare-pareho ang klima..lalo na kung sabado dahil sa wala ang mga nakakataas daw..ung mga taga lupang may kakayahang ipaglaban ang engkantansya sa mga kalaban niya..kami naman ang mga taga lupang bagong salta sa kahariang ito..maraming di alam sa mga pamantayang di naming kinalakhan..at pilit na ipinapaunawa sa amin ang kulturang namamayani ..hehehe..tama na ang drama..

Balik na tayo sa realidad..toink!!!!

Sa Galera...

popoy sa galera kasama si bakekang.

Sa haba ng aming pagiintay..nakatungtong na ang aking mga paa sa kaharian ng galera..papalaot kami sa karagatan, unang araw ng mayo..at sa araw na aming hinihintay kasama ang aking prinsipe..binaybay ang mahabang daan upang makahanap ng kaligayahan..habang nag-iintay kami. aking nilibot ang mata sa paligid. madami ding mga tulad ko ang nais pumunta sa kaharian..nagnanais na makita ang hari at reyna ng galera(sino????). At ngayon na nangyari na ito..natupad na ang simpleng pangarap ng makapunta sa kaharian ng galera..maikli lang ang panahon na inilagi namin sa islang ito ngunit ang mga alaala ay mananatiling buhay sa isipang..naks!!!!

Sa unang pagtapak ko nakita ko ang mga kawal na siyang nagbabantay sa kaharian..ang mga tagapangalaga at nagpapanatili ng kaayusan ng kaharian..hay..sana muli akong makabalik na siyang nagbigay ng kaligayahan sa akin..hmmmm..i love galera..

the imager..

yup! yup! this is the first of the image training..balik training na naman kami..hehehe..sumusweldo para matuto..eventually naman e magtatrabaho kami for this knowledge. anyways..kahapon pinapaltan namin ang check namin. muntik na ngang hindi..at masayang ang pagpunta ko sa makati.. naggala kami sa glorietta..and everything..hehehe..kakapagod..hmmmmm...

un lang. god bless this day!!!

sana..

Saturday na naman..last day ng work namin..im thinking of the next week ahead..pupunta kami ng galera..im excited to go there..tagal ko ng gustong pumunta hir..a little bit lonely lang dahil di kasama si panget. malulungkot ako siyempre. but as he said dapat pagpunta ko dun maging masaya ako..i need to enjoy once in a while with friends..one thing is that magiging bonding moment din ito with my the "stars"..hahaha..this pipol really brighten my day..makes me inspired going through the super duper layo na biahe at mainit pa ha..it makes all the effort to be here..come to see na magiging productive ang araw mo..professionally and socially..hehehe..basta wat i miss most about is that i would not be able to see him this week..hay..missssss you sooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh popoy!!!!

Friday na..

And how the week there was..

hmmm..medyo tinatamad akong magtype kaya enumerated tayo ngaun..
start tayo na tuesday ha..

Tuesday
- at 3pm txt brigade ang buong tropa ng accenture becoz la na pasok sa gabing iyon..meaning umaga na ulit kami at ang hirap mag adjust dahil at 230am gising pa din ang utak ko..hehehe

Wednesday
- mayron akong rec this la masyadong dagdag...

Thursday
- Birthday ni Cyril..La na ako maalala

Friday
- kahapon..hmmm..we talked about the dooms day..medyo cloudy kasi sa labas kaya aun medyo scarry at lonely ang atmosphere.. make me think of the end of time and feel sad..kasi wen u finally found what ur lookin 4..eto at may nakaambang sakuna..well, visions are just visions..kaya nga i make the most of wat i can for my loved ones kasi u'll never know wen will our dear ends..right?
hmmm..i love you gary!
i love you tetay!
i love you nanay!
i love you daddy!
i love you kuya!
i love you joy!
i love you jill!
i love you john2!
i love you koino pipol!
i love you all friendships!
i love you all accenture pips!
...basta mahal ko ang kayong lahat..i have no regrets. basta im happy to wat had happened in my life..
hay..so ayan mukhang naging tragic ang linggong ito..

- mayron pa this day was declared by kuya chris of koino na happy mode!!!!

kaya no lonely day sa friday!!!!

Happy Day to everyone!!!!

back to the sunlight!!!!

yup! yup! yup!
morning shift na ulit ang work ko and its kinda difficult adjusting dahil 6am-3pm kami ngayon..well, ever since naman na mag work ako for accenture..hindi naging normal ang buhay ko. But i really must admit that i am enjoying our every day work..although sabi na medyo redundant ang work basta masaya pa din ako..walng pakialamanan...war freak!!!!! hehehe..hmmmm..dahil bangag pa ako sa pag adjust ay medyo di ok ang araw na ito..samahan pa ng 'missing gary syndrome'..hehehe...

masaya din ako dahil isa ng ganap ng engineer si kuya ricky..ang isa sa mga naging haligi ng koino..although di ko madalas nasasabi ito..im so proud of you...loves na loves ko rin ang kuya
riki ko..im happy for wats is going in him...siya ang taong sobrang at ease ako..bukod si gary ha..hehehe..at alam kong super safe ako..a perfect definition of the word 'gentleman'..hehehe.. testi na ito!!!!!!

basta nabago ang mood ng araw na ito ng malaman ko na pasado na siya...kips me inspired!!!!

Love you Gary...hehe..pati kua riki!!!!
Bless this day!!!!

Lunes na naman...

Hay..eto na naman ang simula ng linggong ito..pero di dapat ako malungkot kasi ok naman ang start ng week na ito..im quite sad bout my tito dok..he was diagnosed to have a leukemia..ayoko na nga pumunta sa ospital kasi almost one year lang nandun kami for my lola who eventually didn't survived because of complications. nagiging traumatic ang mga experience ko bout the hospital lalo na we are also undergoing the same dilemna na ang nanay ko naman ang may sakit. Im hapi for my mom for i know that she is a very strong women..she's undergoing chemotherapy for her breast cancer at positive ang reaction niya sa ginagawang paggamot sa kanya..hopefully pagkatpos ng unos na ito..makakakita muli kami ng pagsilip ng haring araw..

Pagpalain nawa ang araw na ito!!!

Happy Birthday Mean!!!! Loveyou!!!!

ningning ng bituin natin..

Message:
.. galing me labas tingin ng pnkmkinnng n str,sbi ko kny lgi kw gbyan 2wing gbi..sna mkit mo rn sya..sbi ko s kny d kta iiwan kc mahal n mahal kta..kumislp lng sy..

Sender:
PoPoy PaNgEt
+639203495808

Sent:
10:02:52pm
04/05/2005

...bumaba ako ng building pra bumili ng food for my aching stomach..dinala ko ang cp ko..binasa ang message mo..nakakita ako ng star..nag-iisa siya..salamat sa walang sawang pag intindi..hiniling ko sa kanya dalhin na niya ang sakit na nararamdaman ko papalayo sa akin..papunta sa malawak na kalangitan..salamat po.. im feeling better now..

15th monthsary..

Wow..1 year and 3 months na kami ni gary..hmmm..quite impressing compare to d first one..as we talked about our last fight na as in walang pansinan..ni hindi na nmin matandaan kelan iyon..maybe it is a continued effort to save the relationship which had been fought by him for so long and at the end he won my doubtful heart. He had proven his worth and still pile up a lot of reasons for me to continue loving this super humble person. Although we barely see each other especially ngayon na sa cavite na siya nagtatrabaho..but still the longing to see each other every weekend is a wonderful feeling..medyo kakabad trip minsan esp wen you nid some1 to talk to in times na sobrang down ka na..syempre always think positive. It helps me to become stronger and independent. Although at times prang windang na ang isip ko na feeling ko ako si darna at makakapunta agad sa tabi. Well, enough of that. Basta Im happyÉnope happier that slowly we were able to go through all the problems together..we may not be there physically but the thought that some1 is thinking and praying for your safety is a great satisfaction of this feeling called love.

May sakit ako ngayon but as Ive said nawawala iyon wen I think of my popoyÉand the rest my super duper mega over friends.

Thank God for this DayÉ

HAppy Monthsary Popoy!!!!
Loveyoupo...

glowing and growing...

accenture_GLOW, sa pagtitiyaga ni bakekang.

hay..after the three months of intensive training..here i am starting in this unknown career track..hahaha..hmmmm..medyo di pa rin sure bout the path as a claim processor but about the company..and the pipol..na isa sa dahilan kung bakit mahirap maghanap ng new work..siguro dahil you have established a good team with the rest of the star pipol..hehehe..
and got to think about april 1 is fools day..hehehe..basta alam ko di ito lokohan..i have decided to work for accenture..don't know why..i love to work here.
Salamat kay Rachelle...Yehey!!!
Masaya si Marie..dahil tinatawagan ni miss linnie..
God Bless Us!
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its my birthday!!!

cake1, originally uploaded by bakekang.

wow!! ang galing im 23 years old na ngayon..how was my day nga ba? Eto, ako at unti unting bumabagtas sa masalimuot na takbo ng buhay..hmmmm..ang drama ko ba? Im happy in today..not just because it is my day..my bestfriend cris suprised me by coming into our house this morning..may dala pa siyang cake..how lucky i am to have her ano po? Well, although i still have lots of wishes and dreams..im optimistic in pursuing those..masarap mangarap lalo na kung may kasama ka..at starting this day..at the very first day in my 23rd years of existence..i am blessed enough to have such a wonderful birthday..

as they may say..
we are afraid of aging..
but those who has regret of their past are the one whose lives are unfulfilled..
i am definitely gettin' older...
but the years that had passed makes the memories young..

thank you for all the pipol who greeted me in this very special day..
thank you for the wonderful gift of friendship, cris!!!
thank you for the love and inspiration, gary!!!
thank you for the koino pipol..esp those who have known me deep enough..inspired us pursuing the association..
thank you Lord, for all the good and bad experience i had that made me who i am now..

...she's turnin' the key...
...unlockin' d door...
...embracin' d roller coaster world...
...steppin' outside body and soul..
...takin' watever future holds...

HaPpY BirthDay To ME!!!